I ended up falling asleep against my door that night. I checked to see if Justin was there and sure enough he still was and he was awake. I slipped a small piece of paper under the door. Why are you still here? It said. Justin pulled out a pen from his pocket scribbled and slid the note back. Because I want you to forgive me, I want to start over. I slowly opened the door to let him inside wondering why I was doing this.
“You should have left last night,” I told him coldly.
“I couldn’t!” his voice was weak as he watched me.
“Why?” I barked angrily.
“Because a part of my heart will always belong to you, and I need a part of your heart to belong to me again,” his eyes were doing the pleading now.
“It shouldn’t I’m a waste of space, that never is given the chance to explain,” I shot daggers at him now and it killed me because Justin’s face dropped.
“I wish I wasn’t such a jerk…” Justin said quietly.
“I wish that to,” I said as a smile found its way across my face. “What would you have done if I had waken up beside you that morning?”
“I would have kissed you, and asked you to stay forever with me…” Justin’s eyes lit up and he watched me closely and that was when I started to cry.
“I want to hate you!” I said quietly. “I want to hate you so badly but I just can’t! You ass hole why do you have to do this to me!” I cried. “I would have been fine, I would have moved on if it had been anyone but you, but no you had to go and fucking stay in my heart. No one does that…but you did” my voice was shaky as I stared at him reluctantly saying more. “You think I stopped loving you, but I didn’t I mean I tired to move on and I thought I had but even he knew my heart belonged to someone else.”
“Then give me another chance,” Justin pleaded.
“But it’s not that easy, you hurt me…you destroyed me it took me months to get back together.” I told him as I wiped the tears away from my eyes.
“I will never hurt you again,” Justin told me his voice was so calm that I knew he was telling the truth.
“I really shouldn’t but I love you, and I don’t know what to do without you,” I smirked at him as he wrapped his arms around me. “But I’m going on tour in a month.”
“I’ll be here until you leave, I’ll be here when you get back and much longer after that,” Justin said as I pressed my lips against his.
“That’s really all that I need,” I told him.
“Good because Kendall, all I need is you,” Justin said as our lips met again, and he did he stuck around like he said he would, falling in love again everyday.
