>Justin POV<
It feels like I had been hit in the head with a frying pan numerous times, plus I really need a cigarette. Last night is a complete blur, how much did I fucking have to drink…and where the hell are my clothes? I quickly jump out of my bunk throwing on some boxers and then some pants before the rest of the guys wake up noticing a tiny note on the floor. We were drunk so you probably wont remember what happened I mean I barley do…so I guess it’s better if I don’t sign my name. To be honest I love you to and trust me it’s better if you don’t know whom this one nightstand happened with that would just make things more complicated, I’m sorry Justin I really am. I stand there frozen for a moment realizing that I am forgetting a lot about last night. I walk outside confused lighting my cigarette seeing Austin and Kendall sitting by Austin’s bus and I walk over.
“Morning guys, how was your nights?” I ask as my head pounds harder they both exchange a look and Kendall stares at me her big green blue eyes wide she looks so cute in the early morning light.
“Just great!” Kendall says smiling and standing up. “I should probably go wake my boys or they will sleep all day, thanks for the talk Austin, see you later Justin.” Something about her today just seemed different the smile that normally lit up her face had vanished. I waited till she was inside the bus to say anything.
“Is she okay?” I asked Austin who just shrugged his shoulders.
“She will be…some guy problems that’s all,” Austin told me as he set his hand on my shoulder. “Tell her how you feel before you lose your dam chance okay.”
“I think it’s to late for that…” I sighed taking another drag of my cigarette and then putting it out.
“Why’s that?” Austin asked. I took the note out of my pocket and handed it to him he read it over nodding his head. “Do you know who she was?”
“Not a clue…” I say trying to think about last night but I can’t recall a thing. “I wish I did…” I say sinking down to the ground Austin places his hand on my shoulder.
“Maybe it will come back to you…” he says sympathetically I just nod, I can’t believe I fucked up so bad.
