On this day

Aftermath

I can't stop thinking about it, it's been filling my mind the whole day. I woke up after in my hammock, I'm guessing venti brought me back and left. Why didn't he say anything though? He didn't even leave a note. Next Saturday is going to be quite...awkward. That night though....the feeling, I wish he could comb through my hair every night but, that wouldn't be possible. I wish it though, but wishes are useless, all it does it makes you want something you most likely won't get. Besides we're just friends....friends. what does friends really mean?
Is friends really the way to describe me and venti? I'm not sure, it's...weird I can't seem to get my mind off of him. "Hey, Xiao?" "Hello? Xiao you there?"
"Huh?!" My mind gets back to reality to see Ganyu right in front of me with a confused face. "Oh, sorry didn't mean to scare you like that." "it's fine" I get up from my seat to leave my meeting, the one I was supposed to be listening to. "Hey Xiao, you doing alright? You seem to have a lot on your mind." "It's..nothing" "oh, okay then. See you" "yea...see you" I get back to the inn and sit in my hammock, gosh I don't even know what happened in my meeting due to thinking about that immature little god. Xiao let's out a big sigh "what am I going to do?" Xiao wishes he could talk to someone about this, but the only person he could was venti.

Meanwhile venti was...drunk, right after his work that day he went to go and does what he does best, drinking as many drinks as he could possibly before passing outside of the tavern, obviously he didn't do this every night but sometimes he wanted to make a little fun out of it. The traveler was with him this time, just to make sure they didn't come by and find him later. "Venti, will you please not over do it this time? My backs starting to hurt more every time I have to carry you out of here and besides, it's bad for you" "Yea, yea I won't! I Promise! hehe" "Venti I'm serious, you shouldn't get drunk this often" "Okay, okay I get it, I won't get so drunk anymore if you really want me to" the traveler sighs "Anyways, so how was yesterday, hanging out with Xiao?" "Yea! It was pretty fun we talked and ate, we sat on a hill and watched the sunset and then...." "and then?" Wait I can't tell traveler about this, that is supposed to stay between me and Xiao "And then we went our separate ways!" "That sounds nice, you too must be great friends, I mean you guys see each other every Saturday"
"great friends" venti thought, are we really just "great friends"? I've known him for quite a while but I never thought of what we really were....how does Xiao even make me feel? Hmmm Xiao makes me feel nice, I feel happy every time I see him and whenever we hang out it feels different than just hanging out with a "great friend".
Xiao's way different than just a "friend"....