For Him I'll Risk It All

22. protect

~ Protect those who protect you
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║▌║▌ - Cains Pov-  ▌║▌║

"Stop fham" I groaned as Lorel sucked my wood. "Get the fuck up, cause you ain't pleasing me what so ever"

I grabbed her by her ponytail and flung her too the side.

I watched her wipe the side of her mouth and look up at me in shock.

"Omg what is wrong with you" She got up picking up her stuff and storming towards the door.

"Yh be gone bitch, AND don't slam my fucking door" I huffed standing up and pulling up my joggers.

I walked towards my kitchen and opened the cabinet above the sink. I pulled the cereal box forward and took out the orange bottle of pills.

Pouring out 2 pills into the palm of my hand, I shook them around before throwing them into my mouth and swallowing them dry.

"Fuck" I sighed, closing my eyes, running my hands down my face.

I looked at the bottle in my hand.

"Fuck it" I thought popping 2 more
into my mouth.

"THESE DEMONS GOT ME FIGHTING MYSELF" I sang.

They really do tho sigh.

I never thought killing my brother would affect me this much. I mean commit murder all the time and it never effected me. But I guess this one was different.

I felt my phone vibrate as a message came in;

Bigpussygyal 💦🤤.
I want some dick,
come over.

"Mhmm" I contemplated before opening the chat and replying.

***

Bigpussygyal 💦🤤.
I want some dick,
come over.
Read at 5:41

snm .
gimme 15  minutes.

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Turning of my phone, I got up and tucked my phone into my back pocket.

I slipped on my jordan 4's that where at the front door and picked up my keys before walking out the front door, locking it behind me.

I got in my matte black Bmw and pulled of onto the main road.

And I don't want no more love, I feel it's poison
Late at night I can't sleep 'cause I hear voices
Tellin' me I'm too deep, quit tryna force it (Uh, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Got too much stuck on my chest, can't get it off of me
I put my demons to rest but they been stalking me