~ if they do it once
they'll do it again
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Anayah's pov:
I Moan as my alarm goes off. I picked up my phone and checked the date.'Saturday 03 March'
A year since Destiny died.
Dam. It's been a year. I didn't really know how to feel. I miss my brother that was my best friend but it's like when he died I didn't grieve properly I just sucked up all my emotions so I did't seem 'weak'. I felt anger instead of sadness. But now the more I think about the more my emotions eat me up.
I spent half the week sleeping, I had no motivation what so ever. Everything just seemed like such an effort.
After a lot of procrastination I finally got out of bed and decided to get ready and do something to distract myself.
I walked into my bathroom and stared at my reflection in the mirror. I looked like a mess. I hadn't slayed my face and hair since I went to that link up with Rashiid.
'Alexa play my shower playlist' I commanded as I hopped into the shower.
What's up
Been a minute since we kicked it
You've been caught up
With them bitches, I don't get it'Oh ffs' I sighed.
Me and Destiny's favorite song.
Despite how intimidating he was Destiny had a soft side to him. He LOVED Jhene Aiko.
'Alexa skip' Today was about to be a long ass day.
***
Finally I was dressed and made myself something to eat. I sat on my sofa clueless. I got ready and I didn't have anything to do.
I picked up my phone and facetimed Hennessy.
'Heyy boo'
'Hey baby you alright, you look sexyyy'
'thank you girl and I guess'
'what do you mean, whats wrong'
'It's a year since Destiny died'
'OMG, I totally forgot i'm sorry'
'It's cool' how could she forget I literally cried in her arms that day but oh well. 'What you doing today'
'I'm going out with Zeek'
Wow what a surprise. This girl was with him every hour of the day and they weren't even together. It's not a problem i like seeing her happy but I just don't spend a lot of time with her anymore.
'Oh alright'
'Why, don't say it like that'
'nothing i was just gonna ask if you wanted to go Westfield but its kool'
'Oh i'm sorry, i'll come stay over later yeah?'
'otay'
'I gotta go tho, bye girl love you'
'Love you too'
How great. Now what am I supposed to do.
I got up and walked to the guest bathroom and took bare pics then posted one on Insta.
29nayah
Pretty and Payed 🤍.
376 likes
99 comments
15 minutes agoI didn't post on Insta that much but when I did it it always popped of. I scrolled trough the comments and one of them caught my attention.
KingRS Ice looking real good here 😉.
What a fool.
Then my phone started to ring
* SEXY DADDY RASHIID😍*
Speaking of the devil.
'Hello sir how can I can I help you' I smirked as I answered the phone,
'Bring your ass downstairs'
'Er why'
'I'm outside, hurry up man'
'You need to stop pulling up to my house like this'
'Shutup and get downstairs'
'ugh' I moaned as I hung up the phone and slid on my Ugg sliders.
***
'Mhm Ice looking like a snackkk' Rashiid and his silly self called out as I walked up to his car.
'Ur such a weirdo' I giggled while getting in. 'Where we going'
'On a drive'
'To where' I frowned.
'Don't worry man' He turned on the engine and drove out into the main road And towards central.
It had been around 15 minutes and we hadn't said anything to each other since we started driving.
'Yo Anayah whats wrong'
'huh nothing' I replied, fiddling with the string on my Joggers.
'Yes there is, your being mad quite' he said. I could feel him looking at me from the corner of my eyes'
'Urm'
'Chat to me , i'm listening'
'Well erm it's a year since my older brother died'
'oh rahh, sorry for your loss man'
'Thank you' I bit my bottom lip. I didn't know how to reply to people when they said that it was awkward.
'My bro died this day last year as well'
'Oh i'm sorry to hear that'
'Mhm, but have you gone to visit his grave'
'He was cremated' I coughed up.
'Oh'
And again we was driving in silence.
All of a sudden, Rashiid pulled up to some side street. We just sat there and just like before I could feel him watching me. I turned and faced him. He then gently pulled me in by my chin and planted a soft kiss on my lips.
OH MY GOSH.
My pussy throbbed.
I could feel the water gushing between my legs. He had me wet wet.
'cheer up mama I got you' he whispered.
I pulled myself back into my seat, and we started driving again.
I picked up my phone about to text Hennessy when a message popped up .
* From Hakeem*
Baby i'm srry it's all a misunderstanding please. we need to talk. Ny i promise i never ment to hurt you i need to see you. we gotta work this out.And his back. If he i'm falling for his trap again then hes lost his mind.
If hes done it before, then he can do it again.
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