My CP and Fandom Experiences 5

April 20th 2021 Update

Yeah I'm not dead!

I just forgot about this experiences journal honestly

Yes I'm calling it an experiences journal, suck it up

Okay so updates!

MORE PRESENCES & UPDATE ON KIDS!

Okay, so I felt a couple presences with me today in the car, like a group hug cuddle as I WAS freezing my ass off in the car then felt suddenly comfortably warm

I felt wires hugging me
Molten

I felt bear ears against my legs
Lefty
(YEAH the whole child thing and their relationships changed without me knowing for a bit ngl)

I could feel that presence holding three figures
Eric, Mal/GlitchTrap & Emily

I felt a head on mine
Puppet/Marionette

I felt bunny ears against another leg
Twisted Bonnie

And I felt something small nussled in my lap
Baby TFP!StarScream

Then when I came home finally and wemt to nap on my bed, I felt their presences plus Reala's(guess he was waiting for me to get home)in my bed with me which helped my anxiety drop and I fell asleep easier

Bro it was weird man ngl cause I felt every single one of my adopted kids presences near me
My 2 past life birth kids me and Reala had weren't there but they could ether be at the mansion or in the Night Dimension

Yeah it was so weird.....

Also I heard Molten talk to me in the car which my little brother did too, cause he looked at me and asked if I said anything which I told him no

Familiar update

Okay maybe a destined to be murderer having familars is a bad thing cause HarleyQ nearly killed pur Doxin/Weiner Dog Nala by ripping her throat

So my mom sent her to my dad's

But I get ocassional calm pulses from her telling me she's fine
Which is a blessing

Not a good thing of her nearly killing our other dog of 3 all them together
Since I think my murderous thoughts took control of her cause she looked scared of what she did after it all

My planned degrees & first job

Okay so have more degrees in mind to get
First one of them I'm planning to get is in Robotics so I can build and repair my own animatronics

As for my first job topic
It was at McDonald's but I had to quit the next day due to my servere anxiety couldn't handle it

Thankfully my manager understood since she was aware I'm a special needs kid/adult

Still waiting for that paycheck for that one whole day man

Random thought

Okay this is a random ass thought I just got
You know how those proposal ads for jewler stores

They never make any comicals of the LGBTQ+ community of Gay's, Lesbian's and even polys(threesomes, foursomes and all that)

They make me think theres to many homophic people

Honestly if God wanted men to be with woman and vice versa
Then why the hell would those celestial gods who created all the realms make it to where there's people who are attracted to the same gender, think their the opposite gender and so on?

Y'all humans confuse me way to much for my liking

Especially when there's homophics that says being in the LGBTQ+ community is a 'faze'

Yo humans are just way to confusing

No wonder this is the Experiment Realm and is failing to the celestial gods eyes

Anywho Ima do some shit on my laptop to get sims 4 working properly since theirs an update that made sims 4 for mods and cc users fucked up to save your game and play households