My CP and Fandom Experiences 5

My Dream and Reala's Promise Through Hangouts

I had a dream last night when I finally fell asleep at two something in the morning....

I was my current self.....

I adopted these homeless kids cause no one else wanted them, not even orphanages. Two little girls and a little boy.

It seemed great at first....

Finally having a family.....

But then.....

My human 'family' abandoned me in the early beginning of it......

I started to struggle with trying to keep up with everything......

I started to sacrifice my hunger to feed them all.....

I began to pray on my Iydea, all of them, Courage, Intelligence, Growth, Hope, Purity, and Love, almost all the time that Reala would come and help me with all of this....

With the food, money, and all these problems.....

I sent the screenshots of the texts to Reala to Ren on hangouts.

Reala has a hangouts now.

But dad is being a major drama queen and is ordering BEN to mess with our chat....

So, most of our convo is gone, and I can't see some texts he sent me.....

And he was pissed at RenegadeDied and he's taking it out on me.....

Fuck you dad you massive cunt and dick like Wizeman.

Anyways....

Ren went quickly to the mansion, before they left to a week long mission. Iydea bless it was a week long this time....

Cause I asked Reala if he was gonna be there if it actually happened.....

She showed Reala the convo cause his phone is broken...

He said that he will.

I'm still strained from that dream.....

I'm planning on saving my money in case it does happen instead of buying VideoGames and Art stuff when I get my job......

I just gotta get my medication and mood and shit like that straitened out first.....

Thankfully where my job is at pays good money and isn't gonna strain me out.....

(Sighs rubbing temples) I just trying to relax but I can't seem to.......

Everything just seems to trigger it....

Even sleeping.....

Later.....