My CP and Fandom Experiences 5

Quick Important Informantion on Different Topics

Okay so here's some information on a couple different topics I need to share with you all-

1;
If I go offline from both updating/working on my Wattpad and YouTube channel for a few weeks(maybe idk)than that would mean I would've convinced my mom to let me go to College
Now I'm 18 years old and a High School Graduate rn(class of 2020 and my School didn't get to have prom due to COVID-19) and I originally wanted to get a digital art and video design/video editing degrees so I can make good content on my YouTube channel so I can be the famous internet icon I want to be
Now I still want to do that don't get me wrong, but with certain circumstances such as funds and my graduating grades/scores there's gonna be some difficulties for me to want to peruse these degrees in life, so for the time being I'm going to get a degree in Creative Writing so I can use my writing skills to help myself out in life as an author as well(since a surprisingly large amount of people like my garbage writing despite it all being mainly fanfics and my only NOT-fanfic isn't that popular(aka The Snow Group which is Fantasy themed))and make money on books

2;
My older sister Cheyenne is nearing her due date of her baby boy(my newest nephew)Ashton/Ash Covington(my sister ran away and married a guy that was NEVER good, she has a thing where she dates problematic men, as my other sister Taylor(who had cancer in her Uterus(it's gone now))is filing a divorce with her husband and trying to get her three kids in her custody, my older brother cant keep a girlfriend so his dog Scout is practically his son, my little brother has never been in a relationship and I feel like he's gonna he behind bars one day due to being unable to follow laws(he thinks he's the king of the world and he can do what he wants(he's stolen like two things on two different occasions))so he's practically gonna he behind bars a couple of times and for different reasons too, you would know which if ya' met him) and then there's me who's been in a relationship with her boyfriend for five years now(yes me and Reala have been dating five years now)but is seen as the mistake/black sheep of the family. Anyways, so I may go afk one day for a bit to spend time with my nephew in the long run.

3;
I've been lacking on updates to my stories mainly cause of the fact I have a pretty messed up schedule so far where I'm wide awake at night but when the sun is rising I'm then practically asleep the entire day till the sun is down again
So yea, hasn't been the best of all that and I haven't been eating right either(aka I'm barely eating anymore due to my depression, anxiety, stress and my off schedule sleeping)which hasn't been helping ether especially with my very high metabolism I got from my mortal/human dad
So don't get to worried, just do so if I'm AFK of Wattpad, YouTube, or even Instagram(aka for badbitchcres RenegadeDied & EntityError_Void to know since I mainly talk with them(Since their my CreepyPasta fam and we talk Via Instagram GC's)and no one else)for a couple of weeks reason above for the first shared information or I may had have something happen to me

Anyways I'm gonna take a nap now!
Despite it being six minutes till 8 am now😂

Love ya mah Bitches and Hoes!