its getting bad again

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last week I told myself
that if the glass were to drop
and break, I'd do it.

just to feel something, I'd put a piece of
glass to my wrist and cut.

and I'm not sure what scares me more,
the fact I was so calm and assured
or that I was sad the glass cup didn't
break.

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