It was Saturday morning I was meeting my cousin Emily at the local coffee house in town to tell her the big news.
When I arrived Tristan was there with this dude I didn't know. I hid myself for I didn't have to say hi. I thought to myself I wonder if that's his boyfriend?
Me and Emily got a table and be can talking. I started the conversation by talking about stupid stuff like the weather my social life. I did this for I could stall from telling her. Finally I bit my lips and I said "Emily there is something I need to tell you it's really personal and I have been struggling with it for awhile. " She said "Sure you can tell me anything" I said "Emily I'm ................ I'm .................... O my god I can't do this". She said "It's okay whatever it is please just say it. " I said "Emily I'm gay." After I said that she got up and left without saying anything. I really felt so alone at that point. I felt so unwanted and hopeless. I felt as if everyone thinks this way. That being gay is a sin. Just because it's not what they believe they shouldn't treat me any different. I began to cry , I have no hope.
After I collected myself I walked home wondering about the future. When I got my mom said is everything Okay I said yep just great, and I ran upstairs to my room. I began thinking about how useless I am. How unwanted I am. How nobody cares, loves , or thinks about me. How I have no life. How I have no friends. I feel dead inside. Hopefully today I will be.
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My life At Degrassi
FanfictionWhen a new boy comes to Degrassi he is welcomed by many and all. He becomes best friends with Tristan. He later realizes that he is gay and in love with Tristan. But did Tristan find someone else or did something else happen? Is Tristan Straight? ...
