Well I made it threw the night I didn't end it. The thought is still there in my mind. Nobody is going to expect me. Nobody loves me. Nobody cares about me. If I die who would care. Exactly No one. Nobody gives two shits about me. If I wasn't at school who would notice. I mean it's not like I have friends who care. So maybe tonight will be the day I end it all.
When I got to school Tristan was standing there waiting to greet me. I said hello , and walked away. He quickly came running after me he asked what was wrong I replied. "I'm sorry I'm not mad at you I ... I just have a lot things on my mind" he said "look tell me I can help" I said "Tristan I love you dearly , but you can't help with this I need time to think , so talk to you later." I kinda hope I didn't piss Tristan off its just I'm confused , and I don't know what really to say to him.
After school I texted Tristan.
Gio: Hey
Tristan: Hey
Gio: What's up
Tristan: Nothing much
Gio: Okay look I'm really sorry If I made you mad I'm just not sure what's going on when I'm ready to talk about with you I will so please don't be mad
Tristan: It's okay but whatever your going threw I can help you know I'm always here for you
Gio: I know I'm glad I have someone like you
After that I didn't know what to do should I tell him how I feel or should I wait. I mean I would love to be honest with Tristan but I don't think I'm ready.
Later that I called my cousin Emily to see if we can talk in person. We are meeting at the local coffee house. Tommrow is the big day. I'm really scared what if she tells everybody. I'm really scared about what's going to happen. I wonder if she'll still love me.
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My life At Degrassi
FanfictionWhen a new boy comes to Degrassi he is welcomed by many and all. He becomes best friends with Tristan. He later realizes that he is gay and in love with Tristan. But did Tristan find someone else or did something else happen? Is Tristan Straight? ...
