It was Friday. Tristan asked me to come over after school. Quite frankly I was worried about what stunt he would pull. I was worried that he would try to kiss me or go further, but I really didn't know. I told Tristan I had plans. Which I really didn't.
I thought about Tristan all night. I never felt the same about someone. I really didn't know what these feelings where about. I mean am I a gay, am I a bi or am I just curious. I really didn't know what to do these feelings are new to me. I have never felt this way towards a guy. I mean I had crushs on girls, and I find them cute. But with Tristan a feel like I can be myself and the person he likes. I really don't know what's going on.
If I was in fact "gay" my parents are extreme homphobes. They would probably kick me out of the house. And if was "gay" I'm not going to admit it never. I could never do that. My mom says all bad stuff about the LGBT community. Like there some kind of mob or something. I totally support gay rights and everything. I feel really different but I don't know what's going on. My life is just all over the place. It really sucks. Maybe just maybe I should just end it all. I will not be missed.
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My life At Degrassi
FanfictionWhen a new boy comes to Degrassi he is welcomed by many and all. He becomes best friends with Tristan. He later realizes that he is gay and in love with Tristan. But did Tristan find someone else or did something else happen? Is Tristan Straight? ...
