Together... Forever? (TOMMYINNIT ANGST)

7. A Broken Promise

Panic Attack, SH, Voices

7. A Broken Promise

No one's POV

"Hey Tubbo..." Tommy started. "Hm?" Tubbo hummed. "You're really special to me, you're basically everything to me, you know that?" Tommy told him. "You are too Toms!" Tubbo said carelessly.

"Hey Tubbo..."

"yeah?"

"I want you to promise me something"

"Sure"

"Not any promise though."

"What do you mean Toms?"

"Will you promise me, to always stay by me, through thick and thin, through hot and cold, through heaven and hell?" he asked seriously.

"Uhh, yeah, of course Tom. Why?"

"I just wanted something like a lifetime promise, you know?"

"Ooh! I wanna make you a promise too!"

"Alright.

"I want you to always stick by me, through thick and thin, hot and cold, heaven and hell. I want you to always be there for me, no matter what."

"I promise you."

"Then I promise you too."

Tubbo's POV

I sat in the corner of our room, sobbing. What have I done? I had broken our promise, in fact, Tommy has always kept his, why couldn't I keep mine. I just wanted Tommy right now. Do I even deserve Tommy anymore... I got up and went to the window to get fresh air. Then I saw some things out of place, I could climb on them. I looked up and saw the roof wasn't that high. Maybe it'd be a bit refreshing actually, I slowly jumped onto the window ciel and started to climb up. I felt nice already so I continued, I was slowly creeping closer to the roof. I placed my hand on the roof and just as I pushed myself up, I lost my footing. "AAAAAAAAAAAA" I screamed, bracing for impact. It never came, in fact, I felt a hard yank on my arm. "Huh? I'm not dead?" I wondered. "TUBBO! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!" I heard a familiar voice yell. I looked up, and there was Tommy. All still worried at me. I truly didn't deserve Tommy.

Tommy's POV

I shouldn't have shouted, what if he finds out, what if anyone finds out. I need to stop this. I needed a better plan. I need to change myself.

Damn right you are. You better put on a facade, and you better put it on fast.

They're gonna find out and take you away from Tubbo.

You need to keep your promise to him.

Suddenly my stomach rumbled.

WHAT. ARE YOU SERIOUSLY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW?

You really are pathetic aren't you.

Well, just stop eating, don't even try to eat, you'll just get fat. Throw up your extra calories.

Put on a facade to make sure they won't find out.

Alright. I'll stop eating, I'll eat a few times though, just so they don't get suspicious. I had to reason with these voices. I'll act happy like how I act around Tubso. They'll leave me alone after that, then I can judge them, and then leave Tubbo with him.

The voices were proud.

Good, good, you understand Tomathy. Keep it up. You better do it soon.