The Beginning of the End

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The descent to the state of unforgivable,
Is arduous and agonizing
It does not take only one thing done terrible,
To stop a person from forgiving,
From thinking that things could still be acceptable,
To keep one from caring.

It does not, it takes stability.
Or should I even call constant pain such a noble name?
I digress, but may I say it starts with trust taken so easily,
And continues with me apologizing albeit I'm not to blame,
For continuing to side with someone loyally,
And with that, comes the shame.

The shame I now have to live with, I guess,
Since I numbed my senses because back then, all that mattered was to support you,
It was fine too, back then, when you put me under stress,
When I was a sponge to absorb all those words from you,
The degradation, hilarious it was to you, with a laugh, my cries I suppress.


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⏰ Last updated: Apr 21, 2021 ⏰

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