I walked into the camper and went straight to the refrigerator. Yes again. I grabbed the same things as the past night and went to my room. The comments kept coming... And Georgia kept standing up for me like always and like always she's always there for me. She's a really good friend. One that I'll never forget. I watched as I was called many names and it wouldn't stop. Just because I'm the quiet one doesn't mean I'm a good person that doesn't do anythings wrong. People tell me "oh I got drunk last night." No you haven't not as much as I have ..... I have 3 sides the old me that pops out every once and awhile then I got quite don't talk to anyone me... Then you got the demon inside me that I have become...I type of person that cuts, has tried suicide, pills to pass out and forget, and drinking to also pass out and forget..... What's wrong with me and all of this? My phone buzzed. I looked at it and it was Georgia.
'HEY GIRL!'
'Hi'
'Bitches these days'
'Yep'
'Have you been on Facebook?'
'Yes.... Why are u still awake?'
'Oh..and I saw the comment and I just couldn't leave it there :)'
'Thanks by the way'
'Anytime girl, it just pissed me off'
'Yep same hear'
'Everyone thinks you don't know how to have fun but don't worry what they think. That just means we get to have all that fun and they can be jealous;)'
I smiled.
'Thanks Georgia. You really help'
'Good! Glad to help! Know I'm going to bed lol'
'Okay goodnight '
I set my phone down and took a drink. I then changed into a tank top and shorts. I lifted the side of the bed and grabbed my pocket knife. I then sat on my bed and lifted my left arm. I'm so use to this. The blade ran against my skin. I still feel the pain but yet I sigh with relief every time. But it's good for me. And it helps. A lot. The way I think of it as "no pain no gain." So if it doesn't hurt I gain nothing. I chugged the rest of my mug. About a half an hour later I could feel it working. Soon everything was blurry....my vision....my memories...... and then everything went blank....black...I was out...
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