ᴀ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴏꜰ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ | ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

Chapter 10

after techno got changed he left the house without a word. i didn't know what to do other than just sit there, on the sofa, in silence.

i wanted to cry, but i also wanted to scream. i sat there for a while, thinking about everything that had happened last night. why would i do that. my first time was with a guy i barely know. a guy i should be hating at the moment. i should've thought about it. but no. i just had to go and fuck him.

i groaned and flopped onto my back. i grabbed the closest pillow, smashed it into my face and i screamed as loud as i could, whilst i kicked my legs and shook my head violently. i threw the pillow across the room. but i still had the urge to scream. and so i did. louder.

"FUCK YOU DREAM! FUCK YOU TECHNOBLADE! FUCK YOU TOMMY! FUCK YOU! FUCK EVERYONE! AHHH!" after my screaming fit, i fell silent, your heavy and deep breathing was the only thing to be heard. my chest heaved up and down, in sync with my breath.

i had hair all over my face and i could feel myself begin to sweat a little. speaking of sweat, i probably should take a shower. i haven't had one for days and i felt manky. i sat up and pushed myself off the sofa, slowly. my legs weren't as shaky, but the shakiness hadn't worn off yet.

i steadily walked over to your bathroom, when i heard a knock at my door. by this point i didn't even care if it was bad or ant, so with a groan i headed to my front door and swung it open.

"who is and what do you want... tommy?" i pursed your lips and raised your eyebrows in confusion, but then smiled.

"hi y/n- are you okay?" he asked, a little bit of concern laced with his voice.

"uhh... yeah why?" i said.

"well i... i heard screaming. and i heard what you said and i... did i... have i don't something wrong? i mean i understand dream and possibly technoblade. probably me as well, for building a hotel over dreams old house, but then again you said you don't mind me doing that, but i'm just a bit confused and i'm sorry if i've done something wro-"

"tommy, oh my god." i chuckled slightly at his rambling and confusion.

"i- what?" he raised his voice a little, clearly not enjoying being laughed at.

"i didn't mean it. don't worry. i'm sorry if i confused you or hurt your feelings." i said.

"wha... I WAS NOT WORRYING FOR YOU INFORMATION, IM NOT CONFUSED AND YOU DIDNT HURT MY FEELINGS!" he shouted, defending himself.

i laughed a little. "uh-huh. yeah right."

he was about to speak, when he saw the actual state i was in. he saw the messy hair, the sweaty forehead, the shaky legs and the tired look on my face.

"i- are you... okay? you look like a mess, and your legs are... shaking- do you need to sit down?" he asked.

"n-no! i'm fine." i laughed nervously.

he looked to side, trying to hide his smirk, before looking back at me.

"you look like you've uhh... y'know..."

"tommy-"

"who was it?" he spluttered out, curiousness in his voice. "tell me!" he pretty much ordered

"i-i- what?" i looked at him dumbfounded.

"oh, don't play stupid with me! Please." He dragged on the please.

i raised an eyebrow. "tommy i swear to god, your sixteen-"

"nearly seventeen." he pointed out.

"not the point!" i whisper shouted. "now go and finish your hotel or whatever."

"i gotta now who it was y/n. i pretty much own this whole area now and i need to make sure your not doing... yknow- with any wrongens." he looked at me with a serious face.

"i can't tell you-"

"oh my god- just tell me." he looked annoyed.

"ok fine. it was-" i couldn't say it was technoblade, for obvious reasons, so who would i say?-

"badboyhalo-" i clasped a hand round my mouth.

tommys jaw dropped. "what. the. fuck."

it was silent, before tommy burst out laughing.

"PAHAHAHAHA- IT WAS BAD? OH MY GOD NO WAY- AHAHAHAHAHA."

i looked at him, unamused. "you're so immature."

he stopped laughing and looked at me. "oh fuck off." he said before snickering and waking away.

i shut your door slowly and turned around.

'you are such a dumbass- you thought of bad? WHY BAD? the guy can't even swear, yet he can supposedly do... fuck you y/n... fuck you, you messed up bitch'

i thought to myself as i steadily walked to my room. i flopped onto my bed and groaned loudly.

i turned on your side and closed my eyes, wriggling under my duvet.

i needed sleep. a nice long sleep. hopefully it'll keep my mind off everything.

a/n: sorry the endings a little rushed :']

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