Faking Love ~Ned Shoran -completed

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Ed~

I hadn't slept at all last night. I kept replaying what had happened in my head.

Niall wanted to kill our baby, and there wasn't really anything I could do about it. It's his body, he can do whatever he wants to it.

But the thought of what we've been planning for the past couple of months just gone hurts.

Really bad.

I really wanted the baby.. And I know he does too. And I understand why he feels like he can't keep it. But I just... I really want him to you know?

We could get through the hate together, but it seems like he's not willing to try.

But maybe, hopefully. He'll change his mind.

--//--::--//

"Ed." Niall whispered coming down the stairs. "Why didn't you come to bed last night?"

I shrugged and muted the tv. "Couldn't sleep... Uh Niall, we need to talk."

Niall nodded and bit his lip. "Yeah, I know. I'm.. Sorry I freaked out yesterday. I was just overwhelmed I guess. I really wasn't expecting that to happen."

I nodded and ran a hand through my hair. "Niall... Are you still... Is it still your decision to.. Uhm.. Kill the baby..???"

Niall frowned and his ears turned a light pink colour, that always happens when he's trying not to cry.

"I don't... I don't know Ed. I..I really don't want to.. But, it's just so confusing. I know if I get an abortion I'm going to hate myself.. And the fans are going to call me a murderer. But if I keep the baby I'm going to be hated so much, and people will be disgusted by me.. And I know I won't be able to handle it." Niall said his eyes fogging up.

I nodded. "Just.. Think about it okay? We both know that you want the baby, and so do I. But if you think getting an abortion is the way to go, it's your choice."

Niall nodded and smiled at me. "How did I get lucky enough to have you?"

I smiled. "I think the question belongs the other way."

Niall shook his head and walked over to give me a hug. He pecked my lips and smiled.

"Did I ever tell you that I love your beard?" Niall asked rubbing his hand on the bottom of my chin.

"Probably." I laughed. "I'm going to go get your screen fixed. Will you come with?" I asked picking up Niall's phone and grabbing the car keys.

"You don't have to do that, I can buy my own screen." Niall said slipping flip flops on his feet.

I shrugged and turned off the tv. "To late."

...:::---///

Niall and I pulled infront of the Apple Store and got out.

The store was kinda packed so we were probably going to be here for a while.

I grabbed Niall's hand and he followed me inside the store.

Niall~

Ed walked over to the massive line and I started to walk around the store. I could feel eyes on me and I could see and hear people saying little things as I walked past. I knew it would spread fast, but I didn't think everyone was going to believe it. I mean a guy pregnant? No. Well yeah, but not everyone knew that.

Some people would stare at my stomach to see if it was going to deflate or something.

They were awkward stares where I knew they were staring and they knew I knew but they kept staring.