Faking Love ~Ned Shoran -completed

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Omg Niall with his natural hair is my life, just sayin ^^^^^ and yeah. He looks hot. 👅

Niall~

It's been about six weeks now and I'm starting to get kinda big. It's not massive yet, thank god but it's pretty big. If I wear one of my shirts then you can tell.. So now I have to buy bigger clothes.

I've been doing better then before. I don't get super dizzy anymore and I don't have morning sickness as much. But I'm fat. That bothers me. I don't wanna be fat. No. It's just no.

I can feel the pressure starting to get worse on my shoulders.

I've been doing shows too, every night until the tour is over, management said.

It's because I won't be 'big' until the tour is over so I kinda just sit there with my guitar hiding my belly. I don't move much because the doctor said if I do it could cause me to faint.

We only have one show left. Today. And then we're off for break. Finally.

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I groaned and squeezed my eyes shut when my alarm went off. I felt Ed shift next to me so I turned to look at him.

"Morning beautiful." Ed smiled.

I smiled back at him and turned on my side so I was fully facing him.

"Morning."

Ed wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. We leaned our foreheads together and I closed my eyes, slowly falling back asleep.

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I woke up and the bed was empty. I sighed and climbed out of bed trudging to the bathroom. I walked inside and turned the water on splashing some on my face.

After a while of drenching my face in below zero water to wake me up I dried my face and looked into the mirror.

I had gross bags under my eyes and my hair needed to be re-died badly. It was my natural colour and then a random streak of gold in the middle. I don't like it. My eyebrows were all screwed up because I rubbed the towel on my face, and my face looked pale and awkward.

"God I'm acting like a fucking girl." I whispered and rolled my eyes. I draped the towel over the door knob and left the bathroom.

I walked over to Ed's suite case and grabbed one of his shirts. I pulled mine off as slipped his on. His shirts were a little bigger then mine so you couldn't tell I had gotten fat.

I pulled on a pair of my sweat pants and walked into the family room where everyone was.

They were talking and laughing about who knows what.

I plopped down next to Ed and listened to their conversation. They were talking about tour and just regular stuff that we talk about a lot.

After a while of them talking and me listening Ed's phone started ringing. I jumped up and walked to the back of the bus. I grabbed Ed's phone and ran back to the living room. I tossed it to him and he smiled.

"Thanks Ni."

I nodded and Ed slid the green arrow to answer.

"Hello?"

Ed smiled. "Really? That's great! Yeah! Okay. Thanks. See you guys soon."

Ed hung up the phone and set it on the table.

"What was that about?" Harry asked.

"We're gonna do a video for Thinking Out Loud." Ed smiled. "So exited. I have thousands of ideas for it."