MewGulf The Series: 12 ep and special

10. Memories of past love

!!!Warning: suicidal ideation/talk of self-harm in this chapter

Comments from the author (someday they will end, bear with it):

1) In the novel, Tharn hesitates between his feelings for Tar and Type - in the lakorn, this is generally difficult to catch:

https://twitter.com/BluePeony4You/status/1250110550534586368

2) A bit of BTS

https://twitter.com/babiegulf/status/1245677116856750081

https://twitter.com/babiegulf/status/1250470562951876609

https://twitter.com/babymewgulf/status/1248481527802949633

3) Khun Mae - literally "dear mother", so in Thailand you can refer to the parents of your friends.

4) Sushi and fried pork with basil are Mew and Gulf's favorites dishes.

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Today the shooting day began with some incomprehensible hum, although it cannot be said that silence ever reigned on the set - except when everyone fell silent after the 'action!' command! But now the noise was kind of exciting and even joyful, so Mew looked out into the street from the restroom to find out what was the reason for such activity. A crowd of people stuck around the car near which Gulf and, apparently, his parents were, because the man in age was almost his copy, but with gray hair and kind, wise eyes, and he smiled warmly at the imposing lady next to him, who was straightening hair of Nong that was disheveled by the wind. Usually this was Mew's duty, so the elder even felt a slight pang of jealousy, but he immediately stifled it in himself, because from Gulf's stories he understood how important his parents were for him.

He didn't know what to do best: go out with everyone to say hello and get to know each other, or to wait inside until the crowd subsided. But everything was decided for him: Nong, who was intensely twisting his head around clearly in search of someone, probably completed his mission with success, because he smiled happily, shouted 'P'Mew' and began to wave his hand to join them. Therefore, the elder had no choice but to leave his hideout and approach Gulf's parents, politely greeting and making wai.

He looked up in some confusion, because he didn't know what to expect from this meeting - and it was true how these people felt about the fact that their son was starring in a BL-series and kissed in front of everyone with this man, whom he hurried to present to them? But on the faces of the Traipipattanapong couple there was only polite benevolence, so the elder relaxed a little and offered his help, since they bought treats for the entire film crew. Therefore, he hastened to take the boxes and take them to the common hall, so that the ever-hungry actors and staff would pounce on food, mouthful thanks to their patrons.

Mew got hungry from a little excitement, so he took only a drink and sat aside to quietly observe how Gulf communicated with people close to him, excitedly talking about work and introducing other colleagues.

"He has changed a lot."

Mew immediately turned to a quiet voice, so suddenly heard almost near him. Oh, this was Gulf's mom... He didn't know what to say out of confusion, so he could only raise his eyebrows in surprise, which, of course, was not very polite towards the older woman, but this lady was clearly not offended, because she smiled knowingly in response. "Yes, very much. I have never seen him so open to the world and so happy, but he is still a recluse and quiet - just believe me."

Mew was embarrassed because he again did not know what to answer, so he turned the conversation to a neutral topic. "I think that Nong Gulf really likes being an actor - it allows him to open up."