MewGulf The Series: 12 ep and special

5. Righteous anger and a ray of golden sun

1) During the filming of the scene with the purchase of a sheet, the guys were in a quarrel - Gulf clearly miffed and asked Mew for forgiveness

https://twitter.com/marriedmewgulf/status/1249999023739527174

2) Not kissing during rehearsals? Pffff, we don't know her

https://twitter.com/R_akNaDekNgo_KM/status/1241212531240132609

3) Workshop: how to kick Tharn and almost overturn your beloved Phi😄

https://twitter.com/babymewgulf/status/1244387855901720576

4) Mew carried Gulf so he didn't get his feet dirty before the ankle kiss scene

https://youtu.be/a6iMjG2QOT8?t=152

5) And excuse me, not to the chapter, but to the scene in the episode: these fancams to hell spread all my thoughts on the topic "well, maybe they have this kind of fanservice". Gulf smiled so happily when he heard "I can't live without you" - and Mew then, too, that I'm just dying of sobbing because of the beauty of their love (fan mode on) 😩😩😩

https://twitter.com/tharntype05/status/1226492782807699456

Well, Gulf, babie, you have not really to kiss. Twice.

https://twitter.com/malec_larry/status/1226500806196809728

6) Interaction Mew with Mild:

https://twitter.com/mewguIfie/status/1252032836917477376

And IMHO: Mild has something in relation to Mew...

Under the previous chapter, some readers left questions, So I will allow myself to quote them and my comments on this here in order to clarify the picture a little for the rest.

The question about Gulf's reaction to Mew's confession: why is he behaving this way? and what did he achieve by this?

Answer: in the previous chapter, Gulf showed rather not his feelings, but his infantilism and some kind of childish resentment: "They took my favorite toy away from me (or they want to take it away) - I got angry, so I will be nasty." It is with this message that he provokes Mew - this is not the behavior of an adult in response to a fairly frank conversation about the past. Somewhere his resentment turns into even irritation when Phi at first doesn't give in to provocations - I tried to convey this in his internal dialogue. And this will further lead him to the stage of anger.

A little clarification: anger in this case is not a literal state of a person's emotions, but a general description of the stage of his reaction. For example, this can manifest itself in the fact that he is irritated more than usual, clings to trifles, it can even give out aggression towards something that sharpens his feelings - he perceives this as a provocation.

Q: Did Mew give up so easily despite past negative experiences? And so quickly he was able to talk about the traumatic event.

Answer: he didn't give up, not at all. He is a person who, due to trauma in the past, is insanely careful in the present, but can "punish" his capricious Nong and respond in such a pleasant way for both)) Therefore, "two can play this game". He allows the boy to play, but at the same time the last word (or rather action) remains with him. And due to his experience, he is much better able to control himself at all levels, both physical and emotional.

As for his recognition, there is still a long way to go before pouring out his soul. Here he rather lays down the boundaries for the two of them (remember the chapter with the same name) - in fact, he sets the rules of the "game". He is scared and painful to even touch it briefly, but much more nightmare - to go through the trauma again if he didn't do it. Indeed, in fact, the whole story with Art is about the fact that they didn't speak everything at once, didn't outline the boundaries, and therefore everything ended very tragically, especially for Mew. Now we see that he has done work on his mistakes and is building walls between himself and Gulf - the neurotic is detected)) But at the same time he can't resist that part of the neurotic essence that constantly craves for love - this is also manifested in the constant need to touch Nong... Such dislike is most often laid in childhood, when the child doesn't receive confirmation from his parents that he is unconditionally loved. This dualism is Mew's main problem in this work 😔 Sometimes it may seem that he has a split personality, but this is how trauma can exacerbate the accentuation of personality traits.