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Which you can not read, since these are thoughts aloud, which have nothing to do with the plot.

Yes, the status of the job is "finished", because in my opinion it is a happy ending with an open ending. Mew and Gulf overcame their problems and traumas - or at least learned to live with them, they both grew up and hardened, they are together - and they will cope with all the difficulties ahead.

In fact, this is not the end of the story, so this is not a period, but an ellipsis, because everything is just beginning with them.

Maybe the ending was a little luscious, but I so wanted to give them this piece of happiness after everything they went through... So forgive me, but at least in the last chapter I want to be not an evil author who makes my characters suffer, but a fan screaming with joy for her beloved guys.

This is exactly the ending for fan fiction that I intended from the very beginning, so I am very glad that in the end I was able to reach it. I am sincerely grateful to everyone who supported them with comments, kudos, likes and waited for the continuation - it's just incredible! Even the first raw and unfinished chapters, for which I am now ashamed, you received with warmth and wrote words of encouragement... Thank you very much!

In general, I started writing this fic for myself, we can say that it was for therapeutic purposes, and I am sincerely surprised that so many readers liked it... Each comment aroused great delight and gratitude in me: you can't even imagine how they motivate me!

I wanted my characters to be as alive as possible, not like cardboard ideal boys, but people with their own strengths and weaknesses. Who can screw up, hurt one another, then suffer and repent. Who make mistakes and then learn to deal with the consequences. Who can swear in their hearts when emotions overwhelm them (although some of the readers may be shocked by this).

Therefore, I am sincerely glad if I succeeded in something similar, because Mew is my total pain and my complete crush, I feel his suffering as my own, because I myself was in a similar situation - and I know how it feels to go through hell and then collect yourself piece by piece after the depression. And how difficult it is then to believe in people and in yourself, that someone can love you. I have a special relationship with him, he is a trigger that triggered a chain reaction in me, which resulted in this work. And Gulf is my adored Nong, whose growing up and becoming as a person in this work I let through myself.

Therefore, I thank everyone once again for their attention to this work - it became for me both a torment, since my strength was very much consumed because of the endless angst and immersion in characters, and joy, because I adore these guys so much. I hope that it was interesting for you to observe all these vicissitudes 😊

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