DreamNotFound FF//Fan Fiction

~Chapter 2~

~Timeskip~

George POV

It was 8:00 in the morning but I had been awake for 4 hours but was just awake in bed.
Today Clay comes back, somehow I'm not happy either...
Well, I love him, it's not like that but I'm afraid that he will find out something... Anyway, nothing will happen.
I knew that his plane would charge at 12:00 pm and then have to take the bus for half an hour, so I had 4 hours and 30 minutes.
After I got up I went to the kitchen to feed patches.
Of course, like every cat, she came running straight to eat.
I went over her fur again and then went to the bathroom.
I took a quick shower and got dressed and brushed my teeth.
I realize that it would be better if he shouldn't see my cut because I added it to myself, so I put cream and plaster on it.
I couldn't anymore because I simply have no strength since I eat and sleep so little.
But maybe it will automatically get better when Clay is back...
Maybe.. Maybe then the self-harm would stop...
With a lot that I had to clean the apartment, whether I can or not, because towels and bleeding were everywhere There were cotton pads and razor blades smeared with blood lay everywhere.
So I decided to pull myself together and clean up.
When I finished it was 11:30 am so I just sat on the sofa and cuddled with patches, while I was watching TV.
It was now 12:00 pm that means his plane has already landed.
I didn't know whether I was happy or not, I was just too scared that he would notice something, he shouldn't worry about me...
I started crying because I was just too scared...

Clay POV

The plane has finally landed, I hate to fly.
I always feel sick and it's so boring.
But no matter, I was finally able to see my little Gogy again!
So I waited at the baggage carousel for my suitcase.
When I saw him I took him and went to the bus.
"It's good to be home again!" I said quietly to myself.
After 5 minutes the bus was already there and we finally went home!
Only 20 minutes more then I'll be back with you Gogy!
After 20 minutes of driving I was there, now only about 3 minutes to walk.
I was finally there and stood in front of our front door and rang the doorbell. The door opened and a little George stood in front of me with red watery eyes before he jumped into my arms shortly afterwards and clung to me like a little monkey.
I felt that it was getting wet on my shoulder,,Are you crying?,, I asked him he just said ,,Yes,, to which I asked why he just said,,Is not so important, i... I... I just missed you!,,.
He cried harder and buried his face in my shoulder.
"Me too Gogy." I said whereupon he slowly broke away from me.
I gave him another kiss on the forehead and we went inside.
We sat down on the sofa and cuddled while we talked.
He asked me how it was, how I am and all that kind of thing.
I also asked him how he was doing and what he had done, but he tried to avoid the questions.
I didn't want to press him so I didn't dig any further.
After a while I got hungry.
,,How about we order something?,, I asked George, he nodded whereupon I got up and I got the brochure.
,,What do you want Gogy?,, I asked him, ,,I'll just have a small salad..,, he replied, ,,Only? Do you always eat a whole pizza in the sun, is something?,, I asked.
He just shook his head and turned his head away,,Sure?,, I asked again after he just nodded.
,,You know you can talk to me about anything.,, I said, ,,I know,, he said.
I called the pizza station and ordered.
,,Food is coming in half an hour!,, I said to George, he just nodded again.
I sat down next to him and asked him,,George something is wrong, you are not sunbathing so calmly you talk sunbathing a lot more and are not so uptight, if something is going on then talk to me.
Did something happen when I wasn't there?,, ,,No, I'm fine..,, George just said and wanted to look away again but I stopped him by simply kissing him.
,,I'm only going to the toilet for a moment, maybe you would like to talk to me afterwards.,, I said and went to the toilet.
After washing my hands, I puffed my nose with some toilet paper, opened the garbage and was shocked.
There were blood smeared cloths in the garbage...
I wondered where they came from and looked a little more in the garbage until...
I couldn't believe my eyes, several plasters and cloths and...
Razor blades.
I was shocked, what did George do? Did...
Did he cut himself?...
Is he depressed?
Should I speak to him about it?
I decided to wait until tomorrow, maybe he would come of his own accord.
So I went back to him in the living room and we cuddled until the bell rang, ,,Food is here George!,, We sat down and opened our food and George stared at it as if it were a dead animal.
,,Is something George?,, I asked him, ,,No, everything is fine, just not really hungry...,, ,,You have to eat something you're already so pale.,,.
I managed to get George to eat something.
After half an hour we finished eating and snuggled back together on the sofa. At some point George fell asleep.
I carried him to our bed and lay down with it.
Should i dare Should I see if he hurt himself?..
I was unsure but then I did.
I pulled up his sleeves and saw plaster everywhere...
Was he really scratching himself?...
I lay down and snuggled up against him until I fell asleep too.

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Ok guys that was the second chapter, I hope it's not too bad... Please write how you like it and write if you have any wishes or suggestions!

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2nd author:LunaInnitalt