So Sweet, So Cold

Chapter 8

Jin pov:

After visiting the infirmary with Jungkook the doctor treated my hand and warped the bandage around my palm and told me to take care. As I was getting out of the infirmary a certain someone named Jeon Jungkook followed me to the exterior. Stomping on his foot he almost yelled, "Are you serious? Did you get bitten by a cat? And why the hell it was so deep? Were you wrestling with it or what?"

'Why he can't mind his own business?'

I turned at him irritated, "Why are you so noisy? And what do you mean by I was wrestling with it?" I just don't get why he is so interested in my matter. His work is done he should leave.

"Then how can you get a deep cut from a cute little creature like a cat? Of course, it felt threatened by you but the question is why would it felt threatened by you? It's not like the cat knew you were the campus Ice prince," Jungkook said sarcastically.

A long sigh left my mouth. " It was laying wounded there. I tried to help but I guess the cat thought I am a threat for it and the result you can see, " I said showing my banded hand to Jungkook. I don't even know why I am even explaining to him instead of walking away. 

He nodded in understanding. I gave him one fixed stare before walking away from there.

"Hey, wait! At least you owe me a thank you. You rude idiot." Jungkook said following me. This boy is getting on my nerves. Can't he mind his business? His primary treatment indeed helped my wound from getting worse. But how dare he call me 'rude idiot'?

I glared at him."Why would I thank you? I didn't ask for your help. And if your kind-hearted, empathizing show is over then go mind your business."

Jungkook was taken aback by my statement. But nothing I can do. He should stay away from me. The best for him and me. I can't break the shield that I made around me for all these years. I don't want to hurt him or end up hurting myself. He needs to stay away from me or else he's gonna regret it.

I can't let anyone break the shield around me cause at the end of the day they gonna walk out of my life breaking my walls as well as breaking my heart. 
His presence already making me come out of track. Giving me a weird feeling.

There was shock, disappointment and maybe hurtness in his eyes. "I- I wasn't pitying you. I just tried to help. I-"

"Yeah, yeah. You helped me enough. Now if you excuse me." I cut him off shoving my fine hand to my jeans pocket walking away from there.

'I can't let anyone enter my heart.'

'I can't fall for anyone.'

'I need to stop.'

'I can't let him change me.'

'I can't fall for Jungkook.'

Cause after all he is gonna be the same as her.

As I walked out of there I hoped I also walked out of Jeon Jungkook's life.

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Jungkook pov:

As I saw Seokjin walk away, I felt a pang in my heart. It seemed like he is not only walking away from the hallway but also my life. 

It feels he doesn't want me to be in his life. But I didn't even enter properly. He can't kick me out just like that. I felt his gaze upon me when I was treating his hand. I saw the small smile that formed on his lips looking at me. But soon enough the smile was replaced by his straight face.

Was it a delusion then?  I don't know. And I don't want to know. Cause all I know is  Seokjin has a good heart. If he was that heartless, ruthless, he wouldn't pick a stray cat in his lap just to fondle it, wouldn't jump to help a wounded animal and he wouldn't have let me help him, wouldn't smile at me when he admired me.

He is not what he shows, there is more about him. There is more about Seokjin. But he doesn't want to accept that side. He is building a shield, a shield of being cold, heartless, ruthless and believing this is how he is. He is pushing people away. Turning into an Ice in everyone's eyes that couldn't be broken.

But I know deep down he is as sweet as I saw in my dream. I can see through him. I want to be part of his life. I want to bring out his real self and break the shield he is making. I will find out what made him be like this. And I will melt this Ice prince's heart cause at the end of the day Ice can be melted no matter how frozen it is.

Kim Seokjin, my crush. Just wait until I make this happen and make you happy. You are meant to be mine and I am determined to get you.

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To be continued
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Journey of Jungkook. Winning Seokjin's heart!!!! Inspire Jungkook by ✨ stars!!! So he can win his moon.🌚