Cedric and I sat down on his bed and looked at each other anxiously. "Well what is it Y/N?" He said curious and scared. I took a deep breath in and let it all out. "When i found out you were snogging Cho behind my back I was devastated and I was so overwhelmed with feeling that I..." I stopped to take another deep breath, "I kissed Hannah and we were going to try and be a thing but I didn't really want to okay? I love you!" I said starting to cry and melt into his arms. "Shhh it's okay. You're okay." He wrapped his arms around me tightly. "I'm not mad at you. We weren't together at the time. But I do think you owe Hannah an apology." He said quietly. I sat up and wiped my tears away nodding my head. "Why don't you go and talk to her and come back here after. I'll get some snacks packed and i'll gather a couple blankets and we can go up to the astronomy tower." He offered wiping a stray tear from my cheek. I nodded and placed a kiss on his lips before walking out of the dorm and down to the common room.
"Have you seen Hannah?" I asked the girls that were gossiping on the sofa. "She's in her dorm. Definitely not in a good mood." A girl said pointing me towards the dorm. I walked up the stairs and placed my hand on the knob to her dorm nervously. I built up my courage and I turned the knob and pushed the door open.
"Hannah are you in here?" I asked with a shaky voice. "Y/N what do you want?" She said through tears. I closed the door behind me and I walked over to her bed and sat down. "I'm so sorry." I spoke through the dark and silent dorm. "Why would you do that? It wasn't even a full day and you went off snogging another guy." She said sitting up and looking at me. "I know what I did. I'm sorry. I was so overwhelmed that I made an impulsive decision." I said. "You are a Hufflepuff. I would expect you to take others feelings into account more than you do." She said with an attitude. "I wasn't even thinking, Hannah. I wouldn't have done it if I was thinking clearly." I said trying to hold back more tears. "It's okay. It was an impulsive decision. But one that hurt." She said finally sitting up and turning on her lamp next to her bed. "I will try and make better decisions." I said with a small smile. She leaned in and placed her lips on mine kissing me slowly. "What are you doing?" I said pulling away. "What do you mean? I forgave you so we can go back to building our relationship." She said confused. "Oh Hannah, I'm sorry but I was talking about you. You were my impulsive decision. I would've never kissed you if Cedric and I didn't get into a fight. I love Cedric and I'm with him." I said watching as her face turned red. Oh god she was mad. Who wouldn't be I just fucked her feelings up. "Oh okay." She said with tears filling her eyes. I pulled her into a hug but she pulled away and stood up. "Get what you need for a week and go stay with Cedric. I don't wanna be in the same room with you." She said angrily. "Hannah-" I started but was cut off. "I SAID GET YOUR STUFF AND GET OUT!" She shouted loud enough that people in the great hall probably heard her. I stood up and packed my trunk and walked over to Cedrics.
Fruits, candies, sandwiches, and drinks of all kind were being packed into a bag by Cedric when I walked in. "Hey Y/N, how did it go?" He said dropping what he was doing and bringing me into a hug. "Not well. She is very upset with me. I told her I made an impulsive decision but she though you were the impulsive decision. But in reality she was. So she is very angry at me and told me to grab my stuff and go somewhere else. Is it okay if I maybe stay with you for a little bit?" I asked looking into his eyes, my own filled with tears. "Of course, you never have to ask." He said bringing me back into the hug. "Alright let's get those snacks and get up to the astronomy tower." I said forcing a smile onto my face.
It was cold and dark. The only light being provided by the stars and moon. Cedric lay down a blanket and placed down the bag. "Sit." He said patting the blanket. I sat down and placed my head on his shoulder. "Can I ask you a question?" Cedric asked turning his head in my direction. I nodded in agreement. Cedric took a deep breath and looked quite nervous to speak. "Are you- um are you gay?" He said scratching the back of his neck. "I actually haven't thought about that. But I know I love you. So for now i'll stay without a label. I will love who I love." I said smiling. "If you decide to come out as um- well I dont know not straight I guess, I won't ever judge you." He said wrapping his arm around my shoulder pulling me into him. I laughed a little bit and placed a kiss on his cheek. "I love you." Cedric said so very quietly that I could barely hear him. "I love you more." I said feeling a warm sensation fill my stomach.
We lay there for hours looking at the stars pointing out different constellations and talking about every subject that came to mind. He was my favorite person. I felt so comfortable with him. Like I could be me and not put an act on.
"We should probably get back to my dorm." He said sitting up. "Yeah we probably should." I said yawning.
Arriving back at the dorm I flopped down on his bed exhausted. I just wanted to sleep. But Cedric had other things on his mind. "Do you wanna?" He said laying down next to me placing his hand on my thigh. I didn't really want to right now. I was so tired. But I wanted to make him happy. "Of course." I said with a fake smile. Cedric got up and gathered my pajamas that lay in my trunk I had brought. He went into the bathroom and started the shower. "Ced what are you doing?" I asked confused. "Y/N I know you better than that. You are exhausted. So come take a shower, put your pajamas on and then come to bed." He said calling from the bathroom. My heart started beating. He was an angel.
When I was finished my shower and in my pajamas I sauntered into the bedroom and lay down next to Cedric. "Goodnight, I love you." I said placing a kiss on his lips. "Goodnight darling. I love you." He replied wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close. We fell asleep in each others arms knowing we were safe. But we wouldn't be for much longer.
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A/N: Cedric is a perfect man. There is no doubt about it. Next chapter will include smut so if you are not comfortable with that skip it!! Thank you! :))
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FanfictionAs Y/N fights to win over Cedric, she has to make sacrifices. Some big and some small. But the biggest sacrifice she makes is one that will change everything forever. All characters belong to J.K. Rowling except for Y/N.