chapter 21 <3

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Wednesday Nov, 18th.
24100 Hidden Ridge Rd, Hidden Hills, CA 91302 📍
2:39 PM

Why the fuck my instagram blowing up like this?  I asked myself as I unlocked my phone

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Why the fuck my instagram blowing up like this? I asked myself as I unlocked my phone. A few seconds later I saw exactly why this was going on.

There was a sex tape of Roddy from a couple of nights ago being spread around. There was no denying it was him because his face was smack dead in it. The camera was so clear that you could see his light brown eyes full of what seemed to be pleasure. The fuck was shawty recording on? A movie camera?

Me: So not only do you cheat on me AND let her take a video but  you don't even have the decency to make sure your face isn't in it? Do me a favor & Lose my number.
Future Hubby 💍: Kianna it wasn't even like that. I swear.
Me: LMFAOOOOOOOO so what was it like then? Cause it most DEFINITELY look like you were cheating & enjoying yourself

Wtmd, I don't even know why I fucked with you to begin with. I knew this shit was gonna happen it was only a matter of time

But you really waited until I really began to love you? That shit is deadass out of pocket.

You could've just left me alone.

Future Hubby 💍: Let me explain please?

              Me: Nigga, I'm giving you a chance to explain but you ain't saying shit so either explain or shut the fuck up...This shit childish for real. We not 15 & 16. We're fucking grown & this cheating shit deadass played out. Wtmd you a weird ass nigga. You could've just left me alone if you wanted to do this shit. What nigga cheats on a bitch that's really ready to ride for him?

Clown Ass Nigga 🤡: Bro you're really saying a bunch of bullshit right now.

                 Me: Bullshit how? I wasn't ready to ride for you? Please say I wasn't, cause we both know that's a lie.

Clown Ass Nigga 🤡: You never did shit for me. It was always me taking you out, me spoiling you, me taking you on vacation. When have you ever done any of that shìt for me?

(text thread over)

After he sent that message I stopped responding & just broke down crying. I never spoiled him or bought him anything? I was actually in the process of paying for us to go away...but none of that shit should matter anyways. I been here for him that way that I was supposed to. And he threw what he did for me back in my face like I didn't tell him not to.

After 30 minutes I was done crying & finally fully packed. I did a quick face of makeup & grabbed the keys to MY dodge charger that I bought MYSELF. I needed to smoke & clear my mind. And after then I'll be on the next flight back to New York. DTN.

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