Everything was great at home we were going to get married ,have kids , get a real house but i felt like something was missing. Every night I had the same dream that my mom was regular and was back in my life and her grandchildrens life as well but I know how a crackhead is.
Chris started staying late at work every night and in my mind I feel like he don't wanna be here with me anymore. Like last night he had slept on the other side of the bed which felt like the other side of the world. I miss him at night when he's gone but he's starting to distance himself. It's almost been a month since we kissed and two months since we have made love. Where is a my mom when I need her to be my mom. I have been thinking so hard about her and Chris and what I would do without him here.
When he get home I asked him a question "what are we doing Chris?" He replied idk and kissed me on my forehead and went to work . Damn I feel stupid .
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keshia story
Teen Fictionyoung African American girl struggles in a adult lifestyle .trying to be seen as everything but what people know at club dream
