Apocalypse - When The World Came To An End

A Lost One

Then next day, I walked my little sister, Isabelle, to school; well, when I say walked, I mean gave her a piggyback ride, I was the one that was walking. She was adorable, I really didn't want my mother's terrible life to make an impact on Issy's. I wanted her to have a good life, not one where you're treated like dirt. I was afraid for her being around Darren so whenever I was out I would arrange for her to stay with a friend. I try to be with her and be like a mum you could say she never had, but I don't want to spend my whole teenage life looking after my sister, I want to live a little.

"Stop!" Her little voice squealed, gripping my throat, practically strangling me.

"Ow! What is it?" I asked her as calm as I could.

"We need to wait for Amy!" She said, sounding excited. Amy?

"Who's Amy? A new friend?" I asked her, smiling, I wanted her to have lots of friends so she didn't have to go through bullying like I did, but I guess it made me who I am today.

"Yeah!" She said jumping up and down on my back. "She said I can walk with her today!" Bless her, getting hyped up. She was almost kicking me with excitement.

"Awww, that's sweet of her, lets put you down so when she comes, you can walk with her like a big girl yeah?" I said lowering her to her feet. I straightened her shirt then ruffled her hair, she always managed to pull off a messy look, I did too though, my mum's the jealous one.

"Amy!" Issy yelped running over to hug her new friend. Who was much taller and older than her.

"Hey Issy!" Amy chirped, picking her up and bouncing her in her arms.

"Um, hi, what year are you in?" I asked, shoving my hands in my skinny jean pockets so I didn't look like I was attacking.

"Year 6, why?" She asked brightly.

"Oh, Issy told me about you, I just expected someone her own age" I answered.

"Yeah, well, no I'm 11 and she's 5, but it's fine, I'll be like a second mum" She smiled at me. Was she bloody insinuating that I was a teenage mum? Bastard.

"Third actually; I'm her sister, but I could basically be her mum.." I said, looking at the ground and kicking a rock about. She was really pissing me off, I get jealous easily, but I didn't want to show it.

"Anyway, I better walk her to school" She said happily, bouncing Issy, making her smile.

"Walk with her, after all, you're going to school with her too" I corrected her.

"Yeah, anyway, say bye Issy to your technical mum!" She siad, almost bitter-sweetly. Fuck, I wanted to slap her, but I'd get done for child abuse. 11 and that mature?

"Bye Ivy!" Issy squealed, waving her adorable little hand at me. I just wanted to take her back..

"Aww, call me mummy Issy, I basically am" I smiled at her, waving back. I was being sarcastic, however I wanted to make Amy jealous, but now I basically just confirmed I'm the fucking mother of my sister. Confusing but I manage to dig my own graves sometimes then push myself into them, I believe I have a LOT of graves dug, hypothetically.

I turned around to leave but bumped into someone. "Sorry" I said, then looked up to see a very shocked and confused Andy. "Oh, hey, what's up?" I asked.

"You're a..?" He asked me, pointing at Issy when I didn't understand what he was going on about. Shit!

"No! That's my little sister, I'm just playing the role of mum! Jesus, do you think I'm that much of a slut?" I questioned him, laughing

"God no, just got confused" He answered. "What you got first?" He asked me.

"Drama thank fuck, best class not gonna lie" I smiled excitedly, drama neek and proud bitches, JUDGE ME.