Summer // l.h (REWRITING)

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"Mom I'm home" I said as I enter my house.
"Oh, shut up I don't care" awesome she is drunk again. Why do I bother, I know she doesn't care about me.

I run to my room before she starts to scream at me and tell me the same she always tells me: worthless, stupid. I put my headphones on, music always calms me down.

My name is Kristen Smith. I live with my mother. My dad died 6 years ago, since then I feel alone. He was the perfect dad, he loved me so much. The day he died was the day my anxiety disorder started, and the day my mother started to change.

My best friend, Hayley, have helped me through a lot. She is like the sister I never had. We have been best friends since 3rd grade. I practically live in her house since my mom hates me. She is really pretty, like every guy is school likes her. I think without my friends' help, I wouldn't be alive.

I have just 2 weeks left, to finish eleventh grade. This summer is gonna be awesome. Hayley's aunt has a beach house and she is going to lend it to her the whole summer vacation. We are going to spend two months there, just my friends and me. I can't wait.

I'm not going to ask permission from my mother, since she doesn't care anyways. I already packed everything I'm going to take with me.

Everyday is the same, go to school, spend the afternoon with my friends just talking about shit and laughing about anything, then come home, eat whatever and sleep.

I'm just somehow tired of my life, but I don't know, my father always told me that best things come when you less expect them to. I think I'm just going to wait, and for now just dream. That's the only thing I can do.