This is not lyrics, it's just some thoughts I had the other day. Enjoy!
Do you? Do you what? Think like this, an inner conversation going on in your head. Nah. Okay.
I'm not alone nomatter what I feel right? Millions if not billions before me have felt the exact same way, so I'm not alone. But what does it matter, when you're feeling alone? As a product with no destiny in this modern world. You can't make those dollar signs rain on somebody else than on your monthly electric bills. You aren't famous at all, you are exactly so non-famous, that people might ask you to move cause you stand in their way at the station. ~ And that's despite the whole station being completely available for that dude to walk around you. Your life is so unstable, that the yoyo weight is afraid of you. Your biggest fear is to lose control, but what does it matter when you hadn't control from the start? Also all those toxic videoes showing a sudden development (often in someone's business carrier), where the viewer only see the start of the journey (2 seconds), middle of the journey (3 seconds) and the end results (5 seconds) before it blur out and fade into another siluet of a once were person, and the journey starts again. It's so toxic and so devastating when you realize, that it doesn't take 10 seconds for you to go through High School nor even to the bus station.
But don't worry: you're in the same boat as billions of people living the exact same life. Gosh, sometimes I just want to be alone and petty myself, but it's hard with all them saying, that they have been there too. Been where? You aren't in my head, and you can for sure not read my thoughts or else you wouldn't have stayed around for so long.
YOU ARE READING
Let's cry together
Poetry~ Poetry vibes ~ Well, it's 1 pm, and I got nothing to lose. Enjoy the ride together with a trainwreck :" D.