Don't Leave ~ R. Suna

Chapter 5

You were never really the type to drink, you were well aware of your low tolerance for alcohol. So you sat there watching your old high school friends drink their lives away, while you only pretended to drink. You got up to go to the balcony for some fresh air. You took a deep breath looking at the view of the city. It was a nice night with no wind, no clouds, just the stars and the moon shining bright.

You were interrupted by the sliding door open, you didn't bother checking to see who it was assuming they were there for the same reason. "It's pretty huh?" That voice, you could easily tell who it was just by the sound of it. Hmm was all you said, still looking at the view.

"I missed you," you scoffed. "You must be really drunk to say that," letting out a small laugh. "Actually I didn't drink at all, I have morning practice tomorrow. I don't wanna wake up with a headache. I don't know about the dumb ass blonde over there though, he's on his own." You let out a small laugh looking back at the sky.

"y/n I'm-" "Don't." You cut Suna off. "I assume you're gonna say you're sorry for everything you did and want to fix things?" Silence...he looked at you with sadness. "Had a feeling." You turned around, with your back facing the view and your elbows resting on the railings as your head looked up.

"I remember the night that my life started going downhill, I was emotionless. I didn't know how to feel, or even what to feel. I felt so alone, like I had no one to lean on anymore. The place around me felt so cold and empty, I felt like there wasn't a place for me anymore. I used to be that person who loved putting a smile on others, who loved smiling and laughing. Of course I had my falls but I always had a reason to get back up. But that night, it felt like all the reasons why I would've gotten up were the reasons why I fell." You paused taking a deep breath. "I wanted you to hug me and tell me that everything was going to be fine, that things would get better. I wanted you to pick me up, to be the person that would catch me when I fall. But instead I fell to the ground."

You turned your head towards him looking into his eyes, those greyish-yellow eyes that you used to love...but now you despised them. "I wish I never met you, I wish I never let you in. All you did was cause pain and heartbreak. Everything you said to me was a lie, I'll never forgive you for that. You should've just left me alone." Before he even got a chance to say anything you left, you bid your goodbyes to everyone and made you way back to the hotel.