Chapter 32: Avocado

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Frank stayed here for almost weeks, he wants to check up on me after the situation of me and Tyler. I regret not talking to him before he left LA, I don't really know where he is now but I do hope he's okay.

Today is already 8 in the morning, Frank was the kitchen, while me, I'm here at my relaxation room. Making beats for Rakim at his upcoming album, some of the artist been calling me left and right.

They want me to be a part of their album, single, music video or production. Good thing Frank was here to save my ass from these calls, guiding me for what should I do first.

My head was spinning as I suddenly felt something inside of me was building up, quickly ran towards the bathroom.

I've just throw up.

After that I grabbed some glass of water "You okay? I heard you throwed up. You haven't ate anything today"

"I'm okay, I'm probably just tired with work, don't worry" I placed the glass at the sink.

"You sure?" He asked as I nodded.

"You know what, I'm starting to sense something"

"What is it?" I asked out of my curiosity.

"You've been eating weird food cravings and sleeping a lot for this past few weeks, your mood change, and you throw up a minute ago"

"And?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Avocado emoji"

I really don't know the meaning of it as I let out a laugh before entering my room.

"It's a basic thing?"

"No, the other one"

"Men's saggy balls?"

We both laughed.

"The fuck not that, preggers?"

"Oh, okay. I'm not pregnant. Maybe my period is coming later"

And with that, I quickly closed the door and check the calendar. Today is the fourth week of November, which I should at least have a period today. 

It explains why I'm having nausea from time to time, my breast was a bit swelling, the everyday tiredness and the size of my tummy.

I began to panic and don't know what to do, I'm trying to figure it out when, since I was too occupied with work.

Fuck.

It's been one month since Kendall's birthday and the last time me and Tyler had sex. I don't quite remember if he use a condom, all I know is I'm satisfied and sore after that day.

"Frankkkkk!" I shouted and ran downstairs.

"I just missed my period today–"

"See, you are pregnant–"

"I'm still not sure of it, could you just at least buy me some pregnancy test?" I stuttered while fidgeting my fingers.

"And let people think I impregnated someone? I'm more into dicks than pussy, honey" He replied as I slapped him in the arm, annoyed.

"I already know that since high school, can you just at least buy me? Please?" I pleaded, still panicking.

He hesitantly nodded and dressed up for a bit, not wanting to be seen by people.

While waiting I kept on walking around the house, hoping this isn't real. To be honest, I'm not ready for this, it's all too unexpected for me.

"Here" I heard him closed the door and handed me the box.

"I brought three to make sure, thank me" Frank replied and sat down at the stool. I thanked and gave him a hug before entering the bathroom.

I let out a big breath and opened the box.

Tried the first one, playing between positive and negative.

It showed two lines, positive.

I shake my head and refused to believe until I tried two times, making the last test as the final answer.

I quickly went out the room and saw Frank who was standing behind the door.

"What's the result?" He asked as I handed him the three test, crying.

"Oh my fucking gosh, you are!" Frank happily said and hugged me.

I can't help but to cry and nervously smiled at him.

"Imma send it to the gang–"

"No! Don't tell it to the gang"

"Uh why?" He furrows his eyebrows.

"I should be the one who will tell it after I took an ultrasound test" I explained and sat down.

It's not that I don't trust the rest of the gang, I just don't feel like telling it to them. I don't wanna bother them since a lot of them are pretty busy.

It's more okay if only Frank know this.

"Pennies for your thoughts?" He sat down next to me "I got one"

I looked at him and wiped away my tears.

"I'm not ready for this, all of this. This fixed marriage thing, Tyler leaving me with a baby, the baby that I'm already carrying. It fucked me up too much" I explained as Frank rest my head at his shoulders.

"You're strong and I believe you'll surpass this problem. Even if the baby daddy isn't here, I'm here, we're all here for you. We got your back, storms don't last forever C"

I just nodded and hugged him. Frank giggled.

He knows when I'm speechless by their kind words, I just gave them a hug to express how much grateful to have them in my life.

"What do you think? A boy or a girl?" Frank changed the topic and smirked at me.

"I haven't reach at least 18 weeks to know the gender" I laughed.

"I do hope it's a boy"


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