"The voices in my head are becoming louder, they won't stop. They scream at me sometimes, what did I do wrong? I finally told someone, she just rubbed my back and said "it will be okay", I know it's not going to be okay though... I'm tired of lying to everyone, with a fake smile and laugh, I'm sick of people asking 'are you okay?' because I'm honestly not. They start yelling at me at random times like today. We were sitting in my grandmother's living room and my step-dad said I was acting off, and he asked if I was okay. I just laughed and said 'yeah I'm just really tired, no big deal' he smiled and nodded his head. They think it's just my medicine calming me down, but honestly I've skipped a lot of it, when I take it it makes the voices louder. They are ruining me, and I don't know what to do, all I want to know is, what did I do to deserve this?"
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What goes on in a broken person's mind
PoetryThis is not a story. These are the thoughts of others that need to be shared with the people of the world. Yes some of this may be triggering for suicidal thoughts or other things. My name is Maddy and I'm exploring the world that barely anybody wan...
