Obsession and Love

Chapter 22

Mew pov

Days flew away fastly after we applied for our Masters and wrote our entrance examination.

It's our weekend today , Saturday. I got up a bit late, I didn't see P'Tae by my side. He is behaving differently nowadays, I can't guess why.

As soon as I got up, I felt like throwing up. So I rushed to the bathroom and throwed everything I had in my stomach. (A/N except something hehe)

I quickly washed my mouth and brushed my teeth and went down.

"Phi where are you?" I tried to sound normal but it was hard since my throat was sore after I threw up.

"Good morning nong" he came out from the kitchen.

We haven't kissed since last week, I feel guilty for him. I cheated on him. But I don't dare tell him.

"What's for breakfast Phi" I asked him while my hand was about to reach the sandwich.

"Go take a bath and come eat" he snapped my hands away from the plate.

"Okay Phi" I sounded like crying but I didn't let him know and I ran to the bed room. Collected my dress and went to the bathroom.

'I'm hungry but he didn't let me eat' I said to myself while sobbing.

I myself feel different, P'Tae always says that we never eat without washing ourselves but what happened to me today I'm feeling abnormally emotional.

I went down after my bath and my crying section. I saw him waiting for me. It brought me a small smile of satisfaction.

"Phi , I'm clean now!" I said sitting beside him.

"I can see that nong, you smell fresh and lovely" he said in a flirty way.

"Flirt" I said and blushed badly.

"Nong, I love you, please forgive me if I have hurt you or if I hurt you baby, I'm sorry" what's with him. He is not normal. He seems low and I'm guilty , it's okay for me to feel like this , it's me wrong here but why is he feeling that way? I had many questions running.

"Nong will you?" He asked again.

"I love you too Phi but I really donno how to answer your question, I'm sorry" I'm feeling more bad for cheating on him but it happened without my knowledge. My bad I should not have drunk that night.

"It's okay Mew let's eat" he said and gave me a sandwich. It looked yummy and I took a bite and moaned on the taste.

"Phi it's really yummy, you're great and you are developing very well" I said to him.

"Thank you baby, but you were the person who taught me this" he laughed.

"Ohh, right so the teacher is very proud of his student now" I teased him.

"Really then why can't the teacher give the student a reward?"he asked me.

"No, I'm still hungry, go cook me some more" I asked him. He looked totally shocked.

"Really Mew can you eat it, you usually can't eat one right?" It's true but I feel hungry today.

"But I want now" I asked him sadly.

"Okay okay Mew, why are you sad now, I will just make another one, wait for five minutes" he panicked and rushed to the kitchen.

'I really felt like crying now. What's with me.' I asked myself mentally.

"Here baby, eat it" P'Tae gave me another set of sandwiches.

"Thankyou Phi , you also eat your breakfast" I said. And ate it within minutes.