Obsession and Love

Chapter 28

Mew pov

I woke up in my Phi's arms. I feel like I'm not the right one for him now. I just don't know how to say it, I don't deserve him at all, I'm carrying someone else's baby inside me and I want Phi to accept me. It's selfish.

Today I have class on the second day of my masters. First day was terrible. But I feel sad for Gulf, I'm pulling him down to accept me, take care of me and be with me for a year. It's selfish too.

I moved my body in order to get up.

"Hey Mew, what are you doing?" I heard phi's sleepy voice.

"I should get ready for my university Phi" I said.

"At 4am huh?" He asked. What 4am. I checked the wall clock in front of us. It showed 4 in the morning. I mentally facepalmed.

"Sorry Phi, I woke you up" I apologized. I feel guilty now. I woke him up while he was sleeping peacefully.

"It's okay nong, just sleep a little more, we can both get up later" he pulled me to sleep again.

"Hmm" I hummed and closed my eyes.

If it was a normal day we would have been doing something intimate but I wonder why P'Tae is not initiating any intimacy. But it's good for me. I really don't want to be intimate with Phi while I'm carrying Gulf's baby. I feel weird even kissing my boyfriend now. Whenever I kiss him the only thing that comes to my mind is Gulf's sad looking face. It's literally killing me inside and out.

I don't know when I slept. I was woken up by our alarm ringing.

"Phi, get up it's time for me to get ready" I shook his hand to wake him up from his slumber.

"Good morning Mew" he woke up immediately.

"You are not going to the office right, or you have to go?" I asked him.

"No nong, it's leave for me, they gave this time to pack my things and get ready for my flight"

"What are the things you need to buy phi, I will help you with it" I said.

"Nothing much to buy baby, just some dress and shoes" I nodded.

"I will be there with you always naa, no matter what happens in future" he said as if he knew about my pregnancy. I was shocked for a moment.

"Thankyou Phi" I hugged him.

I went to take a bath and phi said that he will make breakfast. I said okay immediately. I want to eat something that he made, it will be more delicious than restaurant food.

He made my favourite omelette and rice. The aroma pulled me towards the dining table. Phi chuckled seeing me drooling. But I decided to ignore it, I'm hungry now.

"Fast phiii" I whined.

"Yeah wait for 2 more seconds" he said.

"Wow phi, it looks great" I complimented him as soon as I saw the rice in front of me.

"Okay eat it's gonna be late already" he said. I saw the time, he was right, if I delay now I will surely be late to my class.

I ate my breakfast fastly and washed my plate. It's my habit to wash my plate on my own so I won't let anyone touch it.

"Byee phi, see you" I waved my hands. He came closer, there I felt no heart beating fast, no nervousness, nothing that I felt before for him. It made me more confused about my love for my boyfriend.

He kissed my forehead softly and asked me to be safe while driving. I nodded and went out.

I went to my faculty like normally I do. I saw Gulf running towards me.