Obsession and Love

Chapter 25

Mew pov

I decided to go to my condo because I feel very uncomfortable in the hospital and my friends also agreed with me. Now I'm in my condo , to be corrected in our condo mine and Phi Tae's.

"Mew are you comfortable talking with P'Tae alone?" Mild asked.

"I don't know Mild, but I have to do it alone, I don't have anyone except myself"I said without thinking about Gulf standing beside me.

"You have me Mew, I'm here" Gulf said. 

"Sorry Gulf , I really can't pull you into my problem" I said. It's true I don't want him to interfere between me and P'Tae.

"Why is it your problem, Gulf is you baby's father Mew, think about his feelings too" Mild said. I'm doing it only for him.

"I can't do it Mild, Gulf has his own life, I can't pull him down only because he is my baby's father right" I said.

'He doesn't loves me, he is not a gay, he is straight, I can't hurt him. I feel that he loves the baby inside me. The father's bond is strong but still he has his own life beyond me and my baby' I thought inside myself.

"I'm leaving now Mew, it's late and Mild are you coming with me?" He asked Mild.

"Yes I should come with you, I left my car in the university let's go, it's gonna be late" Mild said in a hurry.

"Bye, be safe while driving" I said as both nodded their heads and left me alone.

'he cannot love me ever. He said it by himself, it hurts me even after so many years by now' I thought of that day.

Flashback 🎥

7 years ago

Me and Gulf are 15 years old and doing our high schooling.

"Gulf, get up it's late to school!!!" I was waking him up for 15 minutes but he didn't even flinch.

"Get up now or else I will pour water on you" I threatened him.

"Mewww, please 5 more minutes" he groaned.

"I'm going to school you can go by your own" I said moving out of our room.

Yes we share the same room to sleep.

I currently live at Gulf's house because my parents were out of station and my sister joined me at Gulf's house.

"Mew wait for me" I heard him shouting before I left the house.

"Phi Ella, I'm leaving for school" I told my sister.

"Why? Gulf, what about him?" She asked, confused.

"Its his punishment Phi, he didn't wake up early, I don't want to be late again to school because of him" I told her blankly.

"Nong he is your friend naa, just forgive him, he is a big sleepy head you know right?" She asked me. How can I not know it.

"I know Phi, I'm just playing with him but I'm leaving him now alone, I want to see his reaction when he is alone without me"

"Okay nong, your wish, be safe love you" she said.

"I love you too Phi, byee" I left for school.

'Yes, I'm in love with Gulf. I discovered it recently when I got to know that I'm a hermaphrodite and I can carry babies, I felt attracted to him differently and I got to know that I love him, but I'm confused about his feelings for me, he sees me like a brother and a best friend as far as I know'