Jeon Jungkook Imagines

Last Love

NOT RAMADAN FRIENDLY.
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"If You ever look back again, Kook. Just know I am always here. I will take you and cherish you without any obligations. Like I said. No complains No demands."

The words kept ringing in my head as I drove to meet my first love. Its may not be the person who said those word but I can't stop myself. After all, She is the one I was waiting for.

Y/n. My best friend. She loves me. I know that I feel the same way but So-hi is the only girl with who I ever saw my future. She is just perfect. I have loved her since High school.

I called Taehyung just one last time to confirm if the decision I'm gonna make is the right one or not.

"Hyung."

"Where are you?"

"I am at So-hi's why?"

"So-hi?"

"My high-school crush.. remember?"

"Oh yeah. Didn't she move to a different country?"

"Yes, but she texted me just like an hour ago that she is back."

"Ok.. but I thought you were meeting Y/n today... That's why you canceled the practice."

"Actually about that. I met Y/n but..umm.."

"What.."

"She said she likes me.."

"WOW, THAT'S AWESOME." I pulled the phone away from my ear. He is much more excited than I am.

"WHY DO YOU SOUND SO DOWN? NOW LET'S GO ON A DOUBLE DATE TONIGHT."

"Hyung.."

"What? What the hell did you do to ruin a perfect confession."

"I got So-hi's message right before Y/n said it and I.. sort of rejected her.."

"You did- you- what- YOU DID WHAT YOU DUMB-"

"HYUNG. I've loved So-hi since high school."

"So-hi rejected you in front of the whole school and oh wait whose shoulder were you crying on.. mm. If I remember correctly it was Y/n."

"Hyung that's different. We are grown-ups now and I just know that this will work out."

"What about Y/n then..?"

"She understood when I told her. She said she will take me back if I get rejected.." I heard myself saying that and it sounds so much more hurting.

"Ok. So you are leaving your best friend who loves you so much that she is willing to do anything for your happiness.. for a girl who rejected you 7 years ago.." That sounds about right. I bit my lip still trying to make up a reason.

"Listen here Jungkook. If things go well with So-hi today don't ever dare to contact me again. And if she rejects you again then do let me know. I would love to hear that hurt in your voice called Karma."

He disconnected the call after saying that. I looked at my home screen. Me and Y/n of course. Who else would it be... Who else made me feel so free with them to take that kind of a picture.

This feels so wrong. I feel like I just took her permission for cheating on her. Why am I hurting her?

Y/n's POV

Well, that's how it has to be. There isn't one person in my life who stayed. I expected sort of the same from Jungkook.

I don't want him to feel that I am mad at him for not accepting me. I am not. I am just hurt. So much hurt. It fits perfectly according to my imagination but.. why is it so damn painful?!

"Ma'am, do you need to order anything?"

"Huh? No." I quickly replied wiping the tears off my face. They fell out without even giving a notification.

"Ma'am it's our closing hour and I am sorry but I will have to ask you to leave." I smiled at the waiter. He is polite even though I sat in the cafe all day ordering nothing. I nodded and tipped the waiter as I made my way outside the cafe. Wow, it feels colder than usual.

Did everything go well with So-hi? A part of me wanted a positive answer to that but then again.. at the same time, I want her to reject Jungkook. I don't want to see him as broken as he was back then. But like he said... We are grown-ups now. So he will be much more mature about it. I chuckled thinking that line he said. Maturity vanished in thin air when you go through a heartbreak.

I was standing on the sidewalk waiting for the traffic light to turn green. My eyes widened as I looked at Jungkook on the other side. He was panting heavily. Why was he running?

My mouth dropped open while observing him. I gestured to him that I will come to him. I ignored the traffic light and started jogging towards him. I saw him widening his eyes and shouting my name before I blacked out.