I am so not ready for this. I have had my first kiss of course. But it was back in high school and I was so bad at it. not just my career but my most probable love life depends on this kiss. I am good at keeping my composure so I am not showing how adamantly freaked out I am right now. Jungkook on the other hand seems just excited for today's shoot. I don't wanna be a disappointment.
I need to think this through. I can just ask him to teach me a little. Give me a few tips. But what should I ask?? 'I am a beginner teach me, daddy'? Ah.. no too scandalous. 'Bestie I need help'. No wait, I don't wanna friendzone him. That's dumb.
"Y/n."
"Teach me how to kiss..... for.. today's shoot... Please." I said in one go as he entered my van with a plastic bag in his hand.
"You've never kissed before?" He sat down beside me and said after a good minute of painstakingly embarrassing silence.
"I have... but it was a long time ago and I am quite bad at it. since this is gonna go in my professional record it needs to be good, and for that, I am gonna have to cooperate with you, I mean you seem to be a really good kisser and-"
"You think I am a good kisser?" He cut me off.
"I.. yeah.. you kinda.. umm.." I realized I was just babbling and went too far. Oh god, I wanna bury myself.
"I am pretty good." I felt a sudden rush of heat when he said that making me look at his lips unconsciously.
"How can you say that?" My gaze was still stuck on his lips as I spoke, Oh that piercing is doing too much to my insides.
"I've been told that I am good."
"By who?"
"You." I looked up to his eyes after admiring his little mole that adds so much to his handsomeness. He was looking at my lips, just a few inches away from them. How come I didn't notice the lack of space?
"So.. uh.. any tips?" I moved away and looked down not being able to keep up with my eye contact.
"Mhm. Don't blush that easily, you already drive me crazy by just existing." He chuckled and moved away as he started opening the plastic bags...
"I meant, advice for the scene," I stated rubbing the back of my hands on my cheeks thinking it will miraculously lessen the heat. It didn't.
"You need to feel it." I looked at him with raised eyebrows as he chewed on one of the rolls.
"Feel it, as in?" He offered me to take a bite as his eyebrows crashed. For a second I thought he was mad. I forgot he does that when he enjoys the food. SO CUTE.
"When did you kiss last?"
"It was in high school with my boyfriend. About 3 months into the dating thing and he pecked my lips once, then he started whining that he wants to do it again, he looked so cute-"
"Don't wanna know about him. So was it forced?"
"What? No of course not. But it was short and he broke up after a week.."
"You think your high school boyfriend broke up because you didn't kiss him well the first time."
"I think so. I mean it was high school." He blinked his eyes and sighed.
"You're right. His loss." I smiled at his attempt to lighten up the mood.
Jungkook's PoV
I didn't say that to lighten the mood. It's true, his loss. I wish I could kiss her right now but well, she backed off so I am not sure if she is comfortable.
"You weren't bad at it Y/n."
"I don't know. Why'd you ask?"
"To confirm if I am gonna be your first kiss or not."
"Oh.. well no."
"It's fine. You want me to teach you?"
"Yes." She said as her eyes became larger. She looks so cute when she doesn't lid her big beautiful eyes. Just let them be and let me see all the emotions in them.
"Just remain calm, don't think much. You don't have to hold yourself back. Give in to it and it will be amazing trust me."
"Ok.."
"You need assurance. Wanna try once?" I am not just trying to get her to kiss me. I am worried about the shoot. If we can't do it here how will she do it in front of the camera?
"I guess, I might freeze on the set so.. yeah," Ok I did not expect her to say yes.
"uh.. oh.. ok.. come.. uh close-err." why am I getting so nervous.
She brought her face closer to the point I could feel her breath but I got distracted as she was leaning in an awkward position. I giggled as she looked at me with confused eyes.
"Why.." I took her hand in mine and held her waist with the other one to bring us closer. I guess I was too hasty as her lips brushed against mine for a split second. She widened her eyes.
"Sorry." Her lips muttered as if on instinct.
"No problem," I said and was about to lean in when the door of the van opened. ARE WE SHOOTING OR WHAT-
"The set is ready. Come on."
"Coming," Y/n said as she stood up immediately following the staff. She might be too flustered. I picked up another roll and walked out of the vanity.
"We will pick up from the last scene yesterday. Get in positions and action." I looked at Y/n biting her lips as she closed her eyes, I smiled and leaned in. But I can't kiss her if she keeps her lips tucked in.
"Cut! Y/n are you nervous?" I looked at the director as he held a worried expression.
"I am. A little."
"Would you wanna continue this later then?"
"No, actually I will be ok."
"Ok. Take your time but give me your best." He said as he sat back down on the chair.
"Action."
"Don't worry. It will be ok. Just let yourself go." She nodded and glanced at my lips once, making me smile.
I snaked a hand around her waist while the other one rested gently on her cheek. I am gonna make her feel like her first. I saw her closing her eyes and leaning in, I took that as permission and was so close to joining our lips.
"Don't do it."
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Cliff Hanger cuz I don't want them to kiss yet ;]
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