A Journal for Three

Trinity - Entry 1

Trinity Reneé Emilia
June 16, 2020

So, Dr. Scratchansniff told me and my brothers to start journaling about our feelings, so Fallon took me and Francis to go buy journals. Well, Fallon and Francis got journals, i got this super pretty diary, and it has a lock on it so they can't read anything.

I may as well introduce myself to this whole thing. My name is Trinity Reneé Emilia Oaks, but everyone just calls me Trin. There, Done. Now i just have to write about feelings and thoughts.

There's school i can write about. I go to Pleasant Valley Middle School, which is less than pleasant. My school is full of a bunch of dirty low lives that mooch off of other people and never work for what they want. At least that's how i see it. I'm a 7th grader and you could basically call me popular, because everyone knows me. But there's a main friend group i have. There's Emery, Santana, Reese, and Madison. They've been with me since the beginning, except for Madison, she's new.

There's my hobbies too. I like to paint a lot, it reminds me of when my dad would paint with my when i was younger. I also like to dance too! I don't take any classes since we can't really afford them, but my friends teach me everything they know! I'm so grateful for them. I'm apparently top of my grade in art. My paintings have been shown off to the governor before, but it was only once. My other paintings were considered too personal, and therefore too inappropriate.

There's my brothers too. The only family who's faces i can remember. Fallon is my oldest brother, but he's super mean to me sometimes! I never understood why, i never do anything to him! There's Francis too, he's also my older brother, but he's younger than Fallon. He's a bit nicer to me, but he's still mean...It is because i'm the youngest?

Speaking of faces i can't really remember, there's mommy and daddy. I don't know why they left us here, but all i know is that they haven't been heard from in a while. I hope they come back soon.

Right, feelings. I feel..kinda hurt when Fallon and Francis tease me the way they do. I always huff it off and they laugh, but it really does hurt. I can't tell them because they'll tell me i'm being dramatic. I don't know what to do. I also feel kind of..empty? Despite not spending a long time with my mommy or daddy, i feel empty without them. Nobody there to hold me after a bad day, nobody to cuddle up next to, nobody to talk to about this whole..puberty thing and NOT be awkward about it, just..no parental figure in general. It really hits hard in all the wrong places. Like my friend Madison, her parents are divorced and they hate each other, but at least she has parents. Ugh, life is so unfair.

But there is one fair thing about life. There's this boy named Marshall, he's really cute. We might be a thing, but i don't know yet, i haven't quite asked. All of my friends swear we're dating when we aren't, ugh.

I can't really think of any other feelings or thoughts. I guess i'll wait a few days before i write in here again. Should i name you? I think it's be weird naming a diary. Anyways, Au revoir!

-Love, Trinity