The secret (Harry Potters twin sister Fanfic X Neville long bottom)

Why?

I wake up to my forehead burning, why does this keep happing I have never felt pain this bad in my life . 

"Lily" I hear a voice whisper "are you awake" 

"I am now" I yawn "Oi harry" 

I see harry standing in the door way, "come here" he mouthes, thats when I realize we were the only ones up, I ran over to him why the hell would he be walking me up this early?

"Can we talk?" he ask, oh no does he know something, a million bad thoughts run through my head. 

"what time is it Harry?" I ask 

"its five o'clock, don't worry everyone is going to be waking up soon" it seemed like he hadn't slept 

"are you alright?" I ask 

"no yes kind of, I found something in the library and I seen my parents with and-" he paused "and well you?" he looked really confused and so was I,

"wait what?" I said, right then he grabs my hand and pulls me to the library, 

"its just a library harry whats the big deal" then he pulls me into a small room in the library, the only thing in there was a mirror 

"look in the mirror and tell me what you see?" he says as he pushes me up to it 

when I look in the mirror I see my Harrys mum dad him and I, but I also see my dads  

"well I see your parents me you and my dads" 

harry looks at me with the most confused face ever, 

"what is it?" I ask 

"nothing I-i think I'm just overthinking it" 

...

After what ever that was I went back to my dorm to get dressed 

"where have you been?" Hermione ask

"uh I just went to uh the library" I stutter 

"alone?"

"yup yeah all alone, all by myself, just me my self and I" what is wrong with me, why do I do this 

"uh alright then, well you better get dressed" Hermione says

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after getting dressed I meet up with Neville in the great hall!

"are you excited Nev" I asked "when should I give her the plant" the voice again!! 

"Uh Lily I got you a plant" Neville stutters as he passes me a beautiful looking plant!

"wow thank you so much Neville" i say as I lean in and kiss him on the cheek, but at that moment I see Neville's life flash before my eyes, his parents are being tortured one minute and forget all about him. 

"are you okay?" Neville says right as I snap out of it 

"yeah I'm alright, just uh nervous" I laugh 

"yeah me too!" he says as he holds his cheek "she kissed me, she actually kissed my, I am never washing this cheek again"

I start to laugh but Neville looks so confused 

"w-what?" he mutters 

"nothing don't worry about it!" 

Neville'e POV: 

she is so beautiful, I didn't even eat because I kept looking at her, she doesn't even like me, how could someone as beautiful as her like someone as ugly as me, when I'm with her I feel like I'm floating, even though we just met she always knows what to say, its like she can read me mind. 

"come on Neville, lets go to class" she says as she takes my hand, I am never washing this hand. 

Lilys POV: 

when me and Neville make it to class I make sure we can sit by each other, I don't know what it is but I feel like I can be me around Neville the crazy thing is I feel like I can tell him anything, his big green eyes, drive me crazy and his hair is so fluffy and he is just so adorable I swear I could look at him all day, I-i do not have a crush on him I think.

{Authors note: just so you know book Neville has green eyes}

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in potions today i just wanted to punch that son of a gun we have to call professor, he insulted harry and I wish I could have done something but I didn't want Gryffindor to lose points. 

after Potions was finally over we made our way to flying lesions well Neville did I had history of magic. 

as I walk into History of Magic I look around and great I know no one here, I don't even think I listen at all in class because once I heard my name my head shot up, 

"hello I would like to see Miss black" Madam Hooch says

"Madam Hooch, ill be right there" I say as I grab my stuff and walk out 

"please come with me, we had an accident in class today and neville wants to see you" 

"oh no his he alright?" 

"he'll be just fine dear, don't worry" 

once we make it to the hospital wing I see neville with a cast on his arm 

"oh my gosh Neville are you alright" I say as I run up to him and hug him

"could be better, I just fell off my broom"  I hug him once more when Madam pomfret tells me I need to run off well she Neville and Madam Hooch talk, I kiss neville on the forehead and run to the courtyard where flying lessons were going on, right then I see from a far Harry, Ron and Draco ugh that spoiled brat I really hated that boy, but what could I do I had to go to School with him, I walk away because I know if I get closer Malfoy would talk to me. 

since I didn't have to go back to class I ran to the library, I had to figure out what was wrong with me.