Sinner (Jpm X reader)

loss of innocence

!!!Unsafe sex!!!

My heart starts racing "come here." He demands. I slowly get out of the chair and walk up to him. He grabs my waist and pulls me on his lap. "What are you doing?" I ask. He smiles "giving you what you want." He replies as his hand goes down my skirt. I close my eyes, my heart pounding out of my chest. His free hand slides his pants slightly down as the other moves my underwear aside. He moves both of his hands to grab my waist and pull me closer, slowly sliding inside me. I gasp. He smiles, then pulls me closer. I grab onto his shoulders.

It feels uncomfortable, and slightly painful. Much different than i thought it would feel. That feeling slowly goes  away. He moves me back and forth, a deep groan comes from the back of his throat while quiet moans escape my mouth. I start thrusting onto him harder, making him grab my waist tighter. "Fuck Esther.." he moans out while pulling me closer, sliding himself deeper inside me. I whimper at the feeling, grabbing tighter at his shoulders. One of his hands makes its way to onto my lower back, as the other slowly travels up and down my body, his hand on my lower back still pushing me forward. He hand starts to slow down, only slowly moving me forward, a smile on his face, purposefully teasing me.

I try to push myself forward, his hand on my lower back then quickly stops me from moving any quicker. "So needy.." he whispers. I whine. "Please.." i beg, he chuckles. "Please what?" He asks as i attempt to move faster, his grip on my back not allowing me to. "Harder.." I mumble out, one of his hands still going up and down my body. He sighs, then slowly moves his hand off my back, and gently grabs my waist. His other hand does the same, gently grabbing my waist. I start going quicker, soft moans escaping my mouth. He leans back into his chair, relaxed, a small smile on his face.

I thrust a little harder, slightly hurting myself. I let out i little whine, he chuckles. His hand makes its way to the back of my head, tangling itself in my hair, then pulling me closer. Our lips now tightly together. His tongue makes its way into my mouth. I quietly moan against his lips, making him slightly smile. He quickly pulls away from the kiss, then quickly starts kissing from my jawline, then down my neck, nipping at my skin every once in awhile. My legs start to slightly shake, my climax building up. I could tell his was too. I grab tighter on his shoulders, tight enough to make a mark. "Fuck.." i whisper, my orgasm coming over me. The feeling of me releasing and clenching around him brings james over the edge, releasing inside me.

We both attempt to catch our breath as i lean back. "Darling, you are a revelation.." James mumbles under his breath. I slightly giggle. He pulls out of me, then pulls his pants back up. I straighten out my underwear, place my hands on his thighs, then wiggle my way off his lap. "I should probably go home. I-if my parents find out i was here.." i mumble out.

He chuckles, then gets out of his chair, standing in front of me. His hands makes they're way to my shoulders. "We still have to fix your little problem, don't we? Or was that enough for you?" He asks. "I don't know... wh-what if i end up killing someone or something?" I quickly reply. He smiles "then we have a mess to clean." His words shock me, someone religious like him saying something like that? Strange.

"What?" I mumble out. He sighs, his hands leaving me. He grabs a cigarette from his desk, along with a box of matches. "I don't think you'll kill someone, dear. And if you do.. come to me. I can take care of it, i can take care of you too." He explains while taking a match out and lighting it. He lights the cigarette, then hands it to me. I take it from him, then hesitantly put it in my mouth. I inhale, then hold it in for a bit, coughing as i let it out. He smiles, then takes the cigarette from me, putting it in his mouth. He places one hand on my shoulder, the other still holding the cigarette.

He inhales, then takes the cigarette out of his mouth. "What a pretty little girl." He mumbles under his breath, smiling at me. I slightly smile back. "Its a shame. You don't understand your potential."

He takes another smoke, then puts the cigarette out in the ashtray on his desk. "I'd hate to see it go to waste." ~go to waste?~ "what do you mean?" I ask. He sighs, placing his other hand on my shoulder. "Thats something you need to figure out yourself." He replies, his hands gently rubbing my shoulders. "How?" I ask.

"If you do figure it out, you'll know."

~im still confused.~ "Oh. I almost forgot. I have something for you." He says, an excited look on his face. "Wait here, darling." His hands move off of my shoulders.

He walks over towards a cabinet in the corner of the room, opening one of the drawers. He pulls out a bag, then closes the drawer. He turns around and walks back towards me, handing me the bag. I smile at him, taking the bag from his hand. I slowly open it, gasping loudly once i see whats in it. I drop the bag on the floor, both of my hands going over my mouth. He smiles.

Yall- im so sorry for the slow updates omg. They're gonna be much quicker after this. <3