Sinner (Jpm X reader)

im not cruel

!!Murder!!

"I know just how to make you stay quiet, and you're not gonna like it." He explains, his voice calm yet obviously filled with rage. I tug against his grip on my wrist, crying harder. "Keep squirming, ill fucking kill you." He snaps.

"Im sorry James please.. i-i won't run again i promise i.." he cuts me off with a aggressive tug, pulling me closer to him, a groan of pain escaping my lips. "Stop." He angrily demands. I whimper. "Now you're either walking with me, or ill drag you out of here. You don't want me to drag you, understood?"
I nod, his grip slightly loosening. Not enough for me to escape, but it doesn't hurt as much.

Once i ran, he became a completely different man, he went from calm and like this happens every day, to 'keep squirming, ill fucking kill you.' I flipped the wrong switch in him, now im gonna pay the price.

He starts walking quickly to the doors. I walk with him, like he said before, you dont want me to drag you. Im trying to avoid flipping another bad switch. We all know how that would go down. "Where are we going?" I quietly ask, my voice dull and dry. He doesn't reply, just looks down at me, then forward again, we're now in a hallway. He walks past the stairs, going down a darker, more tight fitting hall, theres a door at the end. The door is ever so slightly open, a small amount of light peeking though. "James?" I ask, this time slightly louder. He sighs, frustratingly.

We make it to the end of the hall, his hand pushing the door wide open, his other still grabbing my wrist. He pulls me into the dimly lit room. Its almost empty, other than a few boxes and... someone in the corner. ~Theres somebody in the corner, hes fucking insane!~ My heart skips a beat. I look at him with confusion and fear. "Can i let you go? Or will you run?" He asks, his tone calmer than before.

"You can let me go, J-james." ~Please don't stutter again..~

"You better not be lying to me, Esther." He says, letting go of me. He then pulls a sharp knife from his pocket, its completely stained with dryed blood. He hands it to me. To afraid to disobey him, i grab it, tightly holding it in my hand. "I want you to kill her Esther." He says, looking at the person in the corner, than back at me. I start crying again, my heart pounding out of my chest as fast as it can.

"James i can't.." i quickly explain, my voice dull and dry once again. "Kill her or i kill you." He explains. My hand slightly starts shaking. "Come on, im waiting, darling." My grip tightens around the knife. I swallow, slowly walking over by the poor girl. My eyes close, tightly.

I get up to her, my eyes opening. "Kill her Esther, its extremely simple, and quite exciting." I look at him with 'please dont make me eyes'. He squints his eyes. "Do you want me to kill you?" He asks. I shake my head no, looking back at the girl whos out cold. Crouching down by her, i place the knife up to her throat. I look at James again. He nods, telling me to slice her throat. I take a deep breath, slightly digging the knife into her throat, drawing blood.

She wakes up, out of it and confused looking. "Now is the time dear. Slice her throat." James demands. I close my eyes, mumbling out a little 'sorry', then digging the knife deeper, cutting her throat. I quickly back away, trying to make sure i didn't become full of blood, although, i still did. Killing her felt different than i thought it would, it felt almost... fun.. im not sure how to explain it. But, it felt a little, nice and relieving. I don't even really feel bad about it. I don't know why. Somethings definitely wrong with me, i know that for sure now.

"Im surprised you actually did it." James mumbles under his breath. I turn back at him. "Can i leave now? Please?" I quietly and nervously ask. Im afraid of what he might answer. "Like that? Of course not, you're full of blood." James explains, moving his pointer finger in a 'come here' movement. I walk closer by him, starting to feel that uneasy feeling, like im about to pass out. I get up to him, tripping on air, i catch myself. "Take my hand darling." He politely demands. Luckily, i flipped a good switch, hes normal once again.