!!!!slight sa (sexual assault) no not from james i don't have weird ass kinks ok!!!!
I slowly open my eyes, then roll on my back "Morning Chester." He looks at me from the side of the bed "i know, you've probably been up for hours." I yawn, then stretch ~best feeling ever..~ i lay on my back for awhile, almost forgetting about church ~shit.. i should get up...~ i then lean forward to look at the time ~9:42. Its only 9:40.. i could lay here longer.... ugh fuck it.~ I inhale then exhale, then slowly step out of bed. ~what should i wear?..... oh wait i know. ~ I run my hands through my hair, then step towards my closet, grabbing what i had in mind to wear out of the drawers.
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(This the fit 😩 idc if you don't like it bc its cute af 🙄✋)
I put everything on, almost falling like 20 times "see you later, Chester." He just looks at me, i then walk out of my room, smiling at him. I walk into the kitchen. "This is the last time you're going out. That missing girl was found murdered." My mom says. "Murdered? Jesus..." i reply ~fuck...~ i slip my boots on, almost falling "shit." I whisper to myself ~i keep god damn falling~ "goodbye mom." She turns around at me "be careful Esther." "Yeah yeah, i will." I reply opening the door, then stepping out.
It was warmer than usual, well it was the end of September so of course it was normally cooler out. ~I wonder what he wants. Sex..? No probably not... shit how am i gonna tell him this might be our last time seeing each other for awhile...~ although i thought i would be super nervous, i wasn't, well for the most part.
(Time jump bc walking is boring af)
I walk into the church, slightly excited yet nervous ~nobody else is here.... because its Monday, idiot.~ I walk up the staircase, quickly. ~alright lets hope this goes well...~ i take a deep breath then knock on his door. "Come in, darling." I walk in, walk towards the chair, then sit down. "What did you want me for?" I ask. "Theres something i wanna know.. does your sexual experience that you won't tell me about have something to do with you telling me church didn't go well last time?" ~well this is gonna be a.. fun.. conversation...~ "yes." I reply "tell me about it." ~fuck.~ I pause, not sure what to say. "I didn't want it. Or like it." I quietly say, it was the only thing i could think of. "Assault?" He asks. "Yes.. i think.. i said no but he.." i reply "name?" ~what does he mean by 'name'?~ "his name?" "Yes darling." ~why does he want his name?~ i ask myself. "He never told me." James leans back onto his chair "if you're fine with it, i would like to know how it happened, and what church." ~why does he need this information?~ "why?" I ask. "Just curious." He replies (forget to mention this is set in whatever state you live in) " (state and town of old church). Do i have to tell you what happened?" I ask "well i can't make you, but its why i wanted you here." He answers. "After a few meetings he started.. touching me.. not sexual... until the last time i went." He leans forward, resting his elbows on the desk "keep going." He demands. "He.. tried talking my clothes off. Even after i told him no." ~why does he want to know?~ "Did he touch you?" He asks "no. I pushed him off in time." I answer. "What did he look like?" ~wha- why is that important...~ "well hes around.. 6 foot, light brown hair, slight facial hair, and green eyes." I reply while itching the back of my neck.~its like hes looking for him..~ "thank you darling. How old were you?" "16-17." He leans back into his chair, slowly. "Why did you want that information?" I ask, slightly frustrated. He smiles "i was just curious darling." He responds "bullshit. Why do i have to tell you everything without lying but you don't. Why can you lie all you want?"
