Hidden Identity

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Gulf's pov

After a few minutes we arrived at our penthouse. We all say our goodbyes, when I started walking away I felt someone grabbed my wrist and I was crushed in a very warm hug.

It was Mew

"Let's have a date this Saturday I'll pick you up 10am" Mew said hugging me and caressing my hair. Mew is a very soft and clingy person if you don't base on his face.

"What if I say no? " I said teasingly snuggling in his neck and I heard him chuckle.

"You can't be able to resist this chérie (sweetheart)" he replied smugly.

I rolled my eyes and smiled a little. "I'll see you on Saturday"

"Okay I'll pick you up just wear casual clothes" He said and I nodded.

I pecked his lips and went to our penthouse. When I entered I saw Type and Tine on the couch with their serious face on.

Did I do something wrong?

"Is something wrong?" I asked and sat across both of them.

They sighed "When are you gonna tell them about Dada Off and Papa Gun? " Tine asked seriously.

I was shocked about the question. They know about my current situation yet they still asked. Before I could speak Type spoke.

"We know about the threats, we understand that it could bring harm to them but Gulf you are friends with Wat and Man and your in a relationship with Mew. You should trust them"

That's the problem. It's not that I don't trust them, it's me I couldn't trust. I couldn't protect my friends back then even if we had shadow guards.

It already hurts me just by thinking about what happened to both of them back then. If the same thing happens to my new friends and Mew I don't think I could forgive myself.

That's why I didn't have relationships back then. I was afraid that something might happen to them.

But it's different with Mew, he just barged in my life and took control over my heart. He does little things that make my heart flutter.

The hugs he gave me are warm and comforting, the way he holds my hand and draw circles with his thumb makes me calm. The kisses he give me on my forehead makes me feel loved.

That's why I couldn't stop myself from liking him. Me and him being in a relationship is already a risk.

But it's a risk I'm willing to take.

"I know, I trust them but I'm not ready to tell them yet." I said they nodded. They were about to stand up but I spoke again.

"If anything happens to me, don't tell them about the threats. Let me tell them myself okay." I said seriously they said and said okay.

Now I'm laying on my bed it's 2am and I have classes tomorrow. I can't sleep I keep on tossing in my bed. With all these thoughts and questions that were unanswered and some I don't want to hear answers to.

This darkness that's threatening started when I was a baby. My parents didn't tell me anything until I found a letter in their desk.

They told me everything. How my life was being threatened and one day I'll be killed. When I was a teenager, I already prepared my mindset of how I'll probably be dead in those days.

At first I was afraid to be dead, I mean who wouldn't? But when days turned into months and months turned into years I wasn't afraid of dying I've lived my life to the fullest and have great parents and best friends.

What could I even ask for more? I was happy and if it was my time then I'll accept it. Of course I still try to avoid it for my parents and friends.

But when I was mature enough, I started being afraid again. Me getting killed means a lot of loss.

I realized I haven't done everything I wanted to do, I never experienced my own family and didn't have kids.

I never experienced what love was, they say love can be either the best feeling in the world or it will cause your heart to break.

I want to experience that and I'm currently experiencing it with Mew, I don't want it to stop.

I just want to feel being love and giving love. So that's what I'm going to do.

Fight for my love and for myself. I'm going to experience the best feeling in the world and I'm gonna be happy with all the memories we create until my last breath.