Hidden Identity

Chapter 30

Gulf's pov

Alone and lonely has two different meanings for me.

Being alone means peace, you find it comforting that no one disturbs you, you can be happy when your alone.

Lonely, that's when you seek comfort from others but you just don't know how. You feel empty when others try to fill in.

There's just a certain point in your life that you just want to let go of everything and just give up.

That's me right now.

I feel so helpless.

When I left five years ago, I knew what was the cost for it. I know I could loose something that I would want to keep forever.

Or someone.

The risk I was willing to take, just so I could finally be free, and it's not just me, it's my family as well.

When I found out that I needed to see a therapist, I was scared, and I felt lonely, yes I did have company but my heart yearns for someone else.

mon amour

The day I left I knew we were gonna have problems when I come back, but I didn't expect that I would loose him.

Mew's pov

I don't know where he is.

After I read the letters I knew that I needed to see him.

I immediately went to his parents house, but they said that they didn't know where he was.

I also called the gang, if they knew where he was but it was a negative. Leo also know didn't where he was.

Then I remembered.

I'm just beyond the stars

Our beach.

I rushed to my car and drove to our beach, after a few minutes I arrived and I saw a very familiar car.

His car.

I jumped out of mine and walked to the beach. There I saw him the laying on the sand and just looking at the night sky.

I walked towards him and laid beside him, we just watched the stars in silence and feeling the comfort of the others presence.

"When those monsters were taken down, for the first time in my life, I felt free." He cut off the silence and I just listened.

"Everything my family and friends suffered were finally over, we were all liberated, we didn't have to feel scared and suffocate"  He looked at me and I saw tears were falling down his cheeks.

I lifted my arms and wipes the tears that fell, he closed his eyes and leaned in my touch.

"Those past five years, I changed, I mean we all changed, once we grow up we can't come back. Even if I couldn't hold your hand, I love you in a way that no one could understand." He said and looked back at the stars.

" I'm sorry for leaving and lying to you Mew, but i didn't regret doing it, if I was given  a choice I would do it over and over again." He said.

"Even after those monsters were gone, they still haunt me, the nightmares and trauma kept coming back, and I'm starting to fall apart, and I know sooner or later I'm gonna break and I'm gonna have a huge baggage."

I took his hand and interwined them with mine.

I looked and him and he looked back.

" I love you endlessly" I said softly and I saw his lower lip tremble.

"I love you before and I love you more now, even if you left and I don't think I'll love someone else besides you." I said softly but stern.

" And if you feel like your falling apart, then I'll fix you back again, yes you won't be back to who you were but you'll be better. And I don't mind carrying you baggage, I worked out these past years" I said with a light chuckle.

Before I could process it, his lips was on mine, it felt longing and love in this kiss. He pulled away and I smiled and him.

"Let's be better together" 

3rd pov

Love

That's all what they felt.

Being back in each other's arms, they felt safe. They were complete again.

All those years of being separated did take a toll of them, but here they are, together again.

They faced challenges together, they conquered the world.

The feeling of fear was now present and now replace with a feeling they both longed for.

It's gonna take time for them to be better, but at least they have each other.

They are beyond the stars.

THE END

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Thank you for reading Hidden Identity! This story was a lot harder than my first one and it was more challenging but we all have our moments.

Yes I know that the ending was kinda fast, but sometimes stories should end where the characters are still learning about how life really is.

The epilogue will be posted soon.

There will also be bonus chapters!

xoxo.