Gulf's pov
After those two cleaned the mess in the kitchen, I immediately cooked breakfast for the others.
After breakfast was cooked we called the others and started eating.
"Whoa this tastes good!" Man said
"Duh! I cooked it"
"Of course I cooked it"
Leo and Tine said in unison and I raised an eyebrow at them.
Sarawat scoffed "You guys can't cook for shit"
We laughed and the two dramatically gasped, then we rolled our eyes at them.
"That's a fact you too, and we know Gulf cooked it" Earth said smirking and I chuckled.
After we ate we decided to finally have a swim at the beach.
We all wore our swimming trunks and went for a swim.
That's what basically happened all day, we went for a swim at the beach and had a few snacks.
When dinner rolled around we had a barbeque out in the backyard. Then after eating we had a movie night.
Then we all went to sleep.
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The last day of our mini vacation rolled around.
Nothing really happened it was just the same routing.
Leo and Tine trying to burn the kitchen down
I keep on shouting because if the mess
While the others don't to shit.
Right now it's night time, the rest are asleep, it's only me and amore just cuddling in our balcony, looking at the stars.
"If we're gonna get married what kind of wedding would you like?" He asked
If nothing happens I'll gladly marry you anywhere
Of course I didn't say that
I looked at him with a small sad smile
"I don't mind any kind of wedding as long as it's you" I said he smiled at me and gave me a kiss on the forehead and pulled me closer to his side.
I looked at the sky and it was full of stars.
"If I'm not by your side, talk to the stars and they'll listen." I said then he looked at me questionly.
"If your sad and I'm not their, talk to the stars ,never keep things to yourself" I continue.
" Why are you telling me this?" He asked and I sent him a small smile.
Because what I'm about to do will hurt you, but knowing that you'll be safe is alright with me.
Knowing that I won't be their when you claim your title and you'll be disappointed in me for just disappearing out of nowhere.
I'm telling you this because I won't be their when you get sick,
I won't be their when you got a successful deal in your company.
I won't be their caressing your face when your tired from work.
I won't be their when you just want to give and and want someone to vent to.
I won't be their if you tell me that I should tell others to fuck off because you have boyfriend.
I won't be their when you just want to bunk off and act like the problems we have doesn't exist
I won't be their when you just want to get drunk and have tons of sex
I won't be their when you just want to cuddle and watch Netflix all day not knowing what the adventure holds for us the next day.
Because when I come back you're gonna hate me.
Your gonna hate me for leaving you
Your gonna hate me for letting you feel loved and I just left
Your gonna hate me because instead of thinking how I made you happy, your gonna think about how I just left you in the dark.
But it's fine
As long as your safe I'm fine
Even if the eyes that looked at me with so much love, will look at me with hatred.
It's fine knowing that I won't be able to jump in your arms when I come back
It's fine when everything just feels weird because of the words we left unsaid.
It's fine even if I won't be able to feel your soft lips in mine.
It's fine even I won't be able to feel safe anywhere else beside your arms.
It's fine when I don't get to here those three beautiful words from your mouth.
It's fine
As long as I know your safe
I'm prepared to suffer the consequences, because it's my choice.
It's my choice not telling you.
It's my choice leaving you
All of you
" Since your gonna start working after you graduate were both gonna be busy" I replied
He hummed
"Even if we're both busy I'll always make time for you" he said and I took a deep breath
"I know, but just remember, even if I'm not here physically I'll always comeback to you even if you don't want me anymore"
He scoffed
" That's nonsense, I'll always want you"
In a week
You'll change your mind
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Short chapter I know
Be prepared for the next chapters! Your gonna hate me for sure
Heheheheh
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