[Muzan x Tanjirou]
For one thousand years, Muzan's goals have remained straightforward, and even now, his intentions with respect to Tanjirou are simple:
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"I don't merely want to kill him. I want to ruin him," Muzan muttered to himself.
"He will fe...
AN IMPORTANT NOTE: Oooh boy let me tell ya. I've been so motivated to write smut lately and I'm sooooo happy because writing sex is hard (no pun intended lol). It's like I tell ppl; sex scenes are hella difficult to write because sex is a pretty straightforward thing and can get pretty boring to read if one doesn't put effort into it or feel motivated to write it. And it doesn't help that I am very critical about how a sex scene I do is written. I like my full scenes to be very long, emotional, realistic, graphic and uh Idk interesting? lol.
The non-con ones especially are taxing since, as the writer, I put myself in the headspace of the characters—the ones receiving and the ones being cruel—so switching between personalities and feeling their emotions throughout the experience tends to make me feel pretty messed up after (it is fun nonetheless). Thus, as I put my entire consciousness into writing R18 I usually can't write them for long before I get burnt out and in need of a mental rest.
But these past few days...wow I've surprised myself! I wrote several scenes for some disgusting, cruel and humiliating stuff for much later chapters and they turned out just the way I wanted! I was fangirling real hard over my own MuzanTan content -.- Such sweet ruination... I'm quite proud of such a difficult (for me) achievement. So yeah...I just wanted to make that announcement to let you all know that the writing for later chapters is coming along reasonably well.
Anyways, other than that, I've been drawing a lot in between writing sessions, but I've been remembering to rest my hand and take breaks. Totally don't want to end up in a hand brace again from writing and drawing too much...
