❝ Where's my happy ending...? ❞

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Dear Diary,

I can't bear this pain anymore. My chest hurts so much, I feel like I'm slowly dying, because I am. Everything hurts, my eyes from crying, my lungs from the flowers growing inside of them. I feel like giving up, can I give up yet? If I do, can someone take care of my mom, better than I do. I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry your son is slowly dying, and you will have to know when he leaves the world. The worst thing about this is the cause of my death is having a good time with the love of his life, someone I wasn't able to be. I'll go drown in my pain now.

-Jaemin