Dear Diary,
Today I finally left my room. I made new memories with my friends and family. I went with my mother shopping, but at the sight of roses, I begged her to go to another store. We went, and then we went to a cafe, it was the cute pink cafe my mother always took me to. Then I went and visited Doyoung. Luckily, he was not working at the flower shop that day, meaning I didn't have to see the flowers in there. We went to the beautiful lake where there were pretty swans swimming and we fed them bread. We then had a picnic. After that, he had to go with his boyfriend Johnny, so he went. It was okay though, because I made some good memories with him. I then went to the skate park with Haechan, Renjun, and Sungchan. We had a really good time and laughed so much, even though my chest hurt. I also saw Jeno one more time. We went to a Ferris wheel, and we chatted. The Ferris wheel was where I wanted my first kiss with him to be. I made memories, but they were painful, it was worth it though, to see my loved ones' smiles on their faces before they're replaced with tears when they find out I'm dying, or I'm already dead.
-Na Jaemin
