❝ Where's my happy ending...? ❞

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Dear Diary,

I think I want to end things early. I'm in the need of killing myself to die faster lately, but I can't do it. I'm scared. Is this how Minji felt? Should I get the surgery? But there's no point, I'll still be scared for life. I still love you Jeno though, even if I'm dying because of my love towards you. You'll always have your special spot in my dying heart, the heart that's being pricked by the thorns of the roses growing inside of me.

-Jaemin