I laughed the loudest,
To hide the pain.
I was too depressed,
But I confess
I carried on.
Apparently you’re sorry
Now I’m gone.
You did some things that you’re no proud of,
Exposed what was better left alone.
Like I told you on the phone,
I’m not coming home.
I laughed the loudest,
Smiled all the time.
You never once heard me whine,
But I was sick all the time.
I was sick of being sad,
Sick of you, dad being mad.
It was my fault,
And I accept it.
It was my fault,
And I get it.
I must confess,
I was depressed.
But I’m much better,
Now I’m not going to let her
Ruin my fun again.
It was not worth the pain.
I laugh the loudest,
All the time.
Now there is no reason to whine.
I’m not depressed,
But my life still isn’t the best…
